Let Go Of Control

You can't be in control, so you might as well let dumb things go, instead of getting all worked up and frustrated, and your stomach and guts get all braided, tied up in knots, so u go out for drinks and shots, but wake up in the morning with a hangover, and u feel pain in the back of your neck and shoulder, your problems are still unresolved and linger, the aggravation leads to u pointing the finger, blaming anyone else, thinking deferring responsibility helps, sometimes you should take time to reevaluate your own life, and try to alleviate the excess conflict and strife, maybe take some yoga classes, to stop those boiling-over mad relapses, where u just explode, mystified once you're realized u only reaped what u sowed, all actions  have consequences, too caught up on offense and hence u neglect your defenses, which often wins the game, there shouldn't be any shame, a stalemate can be great, especially in chess or a debate, that way the score says even Steven, neither party's grieving, and all men are still created equal, that way people learn for real violence perpetuated evil, endless fighting is feeble, animal-like and barbaric, anger and rage consumes rationality so u won't hear it, not an excuse but the explanation, maybe it was just simple miscommunication, take some time to calm down and cool off, instead of antagonizing situations saying sarcastic comments bumbling while u scoff, don't go gossiping more assumptions, start whisperings and mumblings, trying to persuade the others to your side, which would balloon your already big head with false pride, underestimating your competition, will escort u down the road to perdition, a bigger army doesn't automatically mean u win, u get screwed with too many cards when your opponent proclaims gin, overloading your plate, often leads to waste, overpopulation gets overwhelming, it's difficult to direct over everybody yelling, channeling chaos and confusion, to humans power and control is really an unattainable allusion, or is it all just an illusion?!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious
8/10/09