Monday, August 31, 2015

Freakin Dark Evil Nightmares

Being a freakin gemini, RI peeps only seem to see my dark side, most certain I'm high, but I ain't got time, for ur judgments and insignificant opinion, someday I'll be tearfully grinning from winning, not just Grammys but seriously some scrooge-like stadium swimming, in a golden sea of dudes, mad cash gold and jewels, whether I succeed or lose, i won't tolerate media scrutiny or abuse, always will maintain my right to privacy, digital is legalized piracy, rapper/singer songwriting artists make only a small percentage of the money, I don't find lousy quality pop music funny, can't fathom how true talent is so undervalued and not appreciated, originality's been degraded and has faded, it's simply plain fucking sad, I'm all frustrated irate and mad, I'm generally a socialistic hippie passifist but I'm about to bout and kick some ass, I've repetedly graciously requested politely and nicely asked, definitely not gonna get on my knees, to mercifully beg nor plead, our economy's falling apart at the seams, no Dorothy this isn't a dream, that's right it's ur worst nightmare, all ur insecurities and fears, thrown at u at the exact same time, how often will u smile nod and say ur fine, before u collapse or admit ur an actual human being, I'm sick of men inherently inept when it comes to intimacy and effectively expressing vulnerable real feelings, they're much too weirdly afraid, that makes them girly faggy or gay, I'm starting to think I need a woman in my life, perhaps I shld try bi and  find myself a wife, have a couple kids and live in a happy white picket fenced home, I have an honorary black soul tho and I'd rather be alone, for years I worked as a family law paralegal, money ruins any relationship and is the root of all evil, similar to don't ask don't tell being repealed, i have absolutely no idea how to end this ranting tangent/pointless shpeal!

Peace and 1,
JC
9/1/15

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