What if in this life I don't make it big, will I be ok learn to live and be happy with it, I feel like that's a lot to ask, I know that's an argument I'd rather not rehash, I'm really struggling with my purpose, why do we perpetuate bad behavior that only hurts us, I'm such a masochist, a democratic socialist/passifist, come on now my signature is peace and one love, I'm all about weed and hugs, i chose money over monogamy, but how do I stop jealousy and envy from bothering me, everybody seems to be moving ahead forward while I stand still, no matter what I seem to come across spoiled privileged and unfulfilled, perhaps I'm too needy, unbelievably selfish and greedy, maybe I really have no talent, and what I thought was close to equilibrium was way off balance, obviously I don't know myself well, is it time to revisit some professional help, I think the best remedy for me is simply friendship and fair equitable distribution of wealth!
Peace and 1,
JC
11/29/15
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