Haven't learned how to let expired moments be, letting and setting love free, is probably the hardest thing to do, my emotions and stubbornness make me act a fool, burning what was once a fully functioning bridge, should follow my heart not my head or dick, I know he hates me now, and I don't have one single clue how, I'm ever gonna heal nor forgive myself, I was only trying to be ur friend and help, but I opened my big mouth, thank god I never swallowed, I already crossed my own morality line, then I hurt him with my rhymes, should've simply said no, the crush and the lust won tho, but then also having to hang with his significant other, I realized I was a homewrecking slut explaining the situation to my mother, at least in the end I learned my lesson, u can't beat urself up too much perhaps there's a hidden blessing, stop investing in and messing around with unavailable people, focus on and chase only what makes me happy for real, music is my dream destiny and purpose, I still get stage fright jitters and nervous, but sometimes I find, all I do is close my eyes, let my mind go blind and I'm fine, as the magic happens and it's my shy old soul's time to shine!
Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious
2/28/16
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