Respect Both Bible & Constitution

Sometimes I feel I need mental health, I'm sorry I didn't live life just for myself, everybody wants wealth, it's often hard to play the hand I've been dealt, lots and lots of impatiently waiting, over thinking and internally debating, I wear my heart on my sleeve, and once it's ripped out it no longer bleeds, the truth's written all over my face, I'll do whatever I have to or takes, look at the hope Hillary will provide women and girls today, maybe next we will see a POTUS that's gay, do u ever pray or talk to urself, a tall sexy jock stud makes my soul melt, thank god for my best friend Trevor, I wish ya'll cld understand he's straight married with children and I'll still always love him forever, there's more to love than money or sex, what ur supposed to do is try ur best, don't let anyone make u feel less, this game has no multiple choices I guess, is this all just a test, the confusing part tho, is Joe really a homo, or is this a phase and the Rhody's were right, when it comes to life liberty and the pursuit of happiness it ain't easy it's one hell of a fight!

Peace and 1,
JC
5/28/16

Very Superstitious

It's Friday the 13th and a full moon, at 11:11 my wish was it's 2 hours past noon, so I could go the fuck home, get ridiculously wicked stoned, and try to numb my mind and heart, don't even think a bolt of lightening could help restart, see RI has defeated my soul dreams and self confidence, to be quite frank straightforward and honest, I don't believe any of u when u say u care, I feel like Bon Jovi "Living On A Prayer", I have no shot in hell, when humanity is immune to my conscious spell, the question that keeps repeating over and over in my mind is why, I hate both mother nature and father time, mostly because we take them for granted, how come people by nature are greedy power hungry and underhanded, lies are never the answer only truth, it's not just what u say but if u follow thru and do too, it's all about personal responsibility and accountability, being righteous and virtuous shouldn't be bastardized and thought of as willy nilly/silly, my newer producer showed me that i don't like and refuse to use auto-tune, I will definitely be leaving soon, and there won't be any notice, u reaped and sowed this, ya'll bullied stifled and dismissed me, hypocritically and religiously, thank god tho for real family and friends, cuz their unconditional love never ends!

Peace and 1,
JC
5/13/16

The Reason Why Comes In Time

Totally unispired, surrounded by elite defeatists and judgmental flaky liars, I wanna move somewhere progressive, it wld be a miracle if Bernie got elected, we desperately need hope, he's so not racist anti gay or dope, I simply wanna pursue my hip hop music career, instead I'm stuck trapped in debt and fear, despite having man boobs and lacking hair, I know I'm sexy as hell dear, but I am constantly working on my confidence and bravery, most people are selfish greedy and shady, want to be scratched, never reciprocating back, riding coattails to fame fortune and success, I don't proclaim to know it all or be the best, thru trial and error I've learned what I want and like, I may be a gay peaceful pacifist but I'm not afraid to fight, if u don't ever express urself or ask, don't compare and complain cuz ur without or lack, believe me, my life is far from privileged or easy, I'm white and come from middle class, but I'm a genuine caring helpful nice guy so always finish last, fuck cash, I'd rather have true happiness not the illusion/mask, instead of putting my best forward first, I present and over share the worst, otherwise u don't deserve me, sorry not sorry I demand men be safe intimate open and trustworthy, I can't help I'm kinky, as much as the fact my masculine italian feet get pretty stinky, especially after a long day or work out, being a starving modern artist I've learned how to bout, use networking and resources to achieve ur dreams, nothing is as impossible as it seems, if u put ur mind to shit, have passion purpose and drive u can do it, the important take away point is to try and strive, never ever stop wondering and questioning why, open minds and eyes to see the signs, remember everything happens for a reason and in its own time!

Peace and 1,
JC
5/2/16