Some mornings it's a fight to figure out what to write, should I go deep angry inspirational or just keep it light, I have no control on the soul, guess I'm like the weather both hot and cold, after all I am a Gemini, off stage I'm pretty reserved and shy, not afraid to cry, or ask why, instead of accepting that's the way it is, how come there's no heart or humanity in business, it's simply about the money, but what I find funny, is that it's the root of all evil, brings out the worst in and consumes people, like without it we have no value, now-a-days we work cuz we have to, life is very expensive, the list of debts and bills is quite extensive, seems to be an insurmountable hole, which takes an overwhelming toll, that makes it hard to get up out of bed, do the rich realize they can't take it when they're dead, each day is a struggle, any dents or progress are super subtle, almost nonexistent, when it comes to my music tho I'm persistent, I don't care about the obstacles or paying the price, getting a song played on the radio would be nice, but winning a Grammy would be even better, instead of sending one to Santa I'll pen Pac a letter, telling him how much I love and admire, think tho he was a thug his spirit still rose higher, up to the heavens, u showed me hip hop is service for benevolents, who sacrifice their own life, by sharing their stories and experiences of pain hardship and strife, remember nobody is perfect, helping others is totally worth it, cuz it helps ourselves, I'm not in it for fame or wealth, I sincerely want to connect and relate, there's no such thing as a successful mainstream middle class white rapper who's gay, think it's about fucking time, may not be a freestyler but got sick poetic stream of consciousness rhymes, definitely one of a kind, got lots of hot topics on the mind, I wanna change the collective's perspective, sorry but I don't understand why Bernie wasn't elected, I swear he was our modern day savior, FDR used socialism to make this country greater, capitalism just isn't the answer, sometimes I truly believe human beings are cancer, we always fuck shit up, the only way to heal this world is with the power of love!
Peace and 1,
JC
6/7/17
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