Already Unsteady

Being in a relationship/partnership, I'm honored beyond shit, but it takes some getting used to and adjusting, it's a lot of sacrifice compromise communication unconditional loving and trusting, which may sound easy but it's not, we really only got one shot, cuz when hearts are broken, no matter what words are spoken, that initial feeling is hard to recapture, patience and forgiveness are both virtues that matter, healing takes time, adultery ain't a crime, but it is a sin, in war no one wins, trading an eye for an eye, leaves sheep blind, what's the point, tit for tat's annoying, all that back and forth, private matters ultimately decided by the courts, but where's the justice, do u know what the difference between love and lust is, why do so many settle for less, hide fear and insecurity behind jest, instead of confronting it head on, we need to shed cons, so we can finally find and understand the truth, the meaning of life seems mysterious and aloof, I'm simply confused, why so much abuse, my soul is being stifled, by the cruel greedy and spiteful, revenge is never the answer, I swear humanity is cancer, we basically spread consume and destroy, don't learn from history falling for the same old ploys, to me it's obvious and clear as day, how come Christians are afraid of the gays, what happened to thou shall not judge, I wonder if God holds a grudge, does karma work, then why are there relentless prosperous jerks, in business u burn bridges to get ahead, don't the rich understand they can't take their money when they're dead, tell me what's the purpose, experiencing such atrocity that hurts us, yet we don't existentially grow or evolve, there's too many difficult problems to solve, we can't even agree, that health care should be inalienably free, what happened to our rights, have we become too numb and dumb to fight, so coddled and spoiled, is there any reason for royals, they seem obsolete and outdated, why has evil perpetuated such discrimination and hatred, it's extremely upsetting, aren't we past hanging electrocution thrown of roofs and/or beheading, it's plain ancient juvenile and silly, no creature on Earth should be taken for granted or considered willy nilly, everything has value and worth, we're all fallible with original sin from birth, living a life without love is the worst, that is the epitome of the definition of cursed, remember to have hope and keep the faith, just in case there is a heaven with pearly gates, the only way to enter, is to be a good virtuous and righteous defender, helping others helps ourselves, stop buying what the devil sells, try to be perfect like Jesus, the children need us, to step up and start leading by being rational adults and positive examples, stand up to oppression and authoritarian dictators trying to trample, we the people united will not be moved, don't u miss when the collective majority ruled, not the electoral college, what happened to morals ethics wisdom and knowledge, we could achieve the quintessential American dream, Congress worked together as a team, and didn't screw over its constituents, kicking the can of fiscal responsibility down the line like lawyers seeking endless continuances, enough is enough already, can u too relate to the X-Ambassador's song "Unsteady"?!  

Peace and 1,
JC
7/7/17