There are plenty of days that seem impossibly hard, doomed with gloom feeling like a buffoon right from the start, can't catch a damn green light, ur sly snarky sarcasm drips with disdain u pain why's everything gotta be a fight, last night was the best but we still have the rest of our lives, stop pondering the what ifs u dick don't contemplate manifest destiny's demise, it's a roller coaster ride of a surprise, can't hide from the darkness or light, all the atrocity strife conflict and plight, just actually might make it worth it, shouldn't try to achieve but thrive and believe we're inherently fallibly perfect, so what if u mess up, don't stress about failure nor love, it'll come when ur ready and it's supposed to, but u gotta always remain faithful and hopeful, let ur passions create motivation and action, we can't help yawning in the morning farting hiccupping sneezing breathing or when ur body's freezing tweeking twitching shivering after delivering pissing multiple orgasms or spasms, another god given natural disaster/mass reaction, what's with the crass sassing that's not effectively covering/masking, all the underlying anger fear jealousy hateful ignorant insecurity, fuck u and ur prude attitude with ur grandeur illusions/delusions of purity, I'm a wordy nerdy flirty virtually knee jerky kinky quirky, not many have any knowledge or ever heard of me, like Garth and Wayne claim "we're not worthy", at least not yet, I get high anxiety and manically upset, I'm frustratingly aggravated repressed depressed and obsessed over regret, consumed and entombed by the notion there's no safety net or a fat chick's extra thick supportive cushion, why does the universe disperse hurt worse than an unrehearsed curse that keeps smooshing butchering and pushing, so sick of the shushing, I'm over heated and boiling it's wicked extremely annoying, wish karma wouldn't play games and simply quit toying, big business is evilly greedily manipulating and connivingly exploiting, the cynical cyclical plot absolutely needs foiling or some spoiling, cuz if no one's stepping up for love then what the fuck is the point of this tragic existence, we're all fallibly naive so please don't beg and plead kids for just momentary lust or artificial Utopian bliss, how can u see to achieve goals dreams or purpose without the heavenly divine gift of free will, only u have the ultimate power to choose if u lose or become successfully fulfilled, know tho that money doesn't buy honor trust happiness or respect, what kind of epic legendary legacy do u wanna erect or resurrect to protect, cuz mine's spreading truth love and consciousness, diminishing garbage pop hip hop and bad crap rap's lessening obnoxiousness, giving those beautiful beats inspiring poetic lyrics with deep thought provoking meaningful reason, be a role model icon for future generations of lgbtq and other minority activists to believe in, Pac in his infinite wisdom profoundly stated "it ain't about black or white cuz we're human", "hope we see the light before it's ruined", how did we even get here thru magically unassuming and mystifying unamusing abuse that's plain confusing, time to wake the fuck up shmucks and focus on what all ya'll are doing!
Peace and 1,
JC
7/3/17
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