Wednesday, July 26, 2017

Strive To Thrive & Have Hope Tho

It's weird how often in sobriety, we develop high anxiety, perhaps drugs just delay the inevitable, my sexy Portuguese chef of a boyfriend never makes anything inedible, he is plain incredible, tasty and delectable, I'm the lucky one, he knows how to have fun, but also handle shit, I have ginormous man tits, yet he still thinks I'm juicy, always so worried and scared he's gonna lose me, realistically we both know that's not the case, after all everyone makes mistakes, and obviously has a past, gotta be careful not to rush things too fast, like moving into an apartment together, vacationing buying a house marriage kids or whatever, will cross those bridges when we get there, I don't live life in fear, believe me I very much care, altho sometimes I sleep bare, I'm not necessarily a nudist, u underestimate the horniness/eroticism ur sweaty scent and pheromones induced, especially after a long hard day of work, u know there's nothing more I want than to jerk burst and squirt, give u my milk, ur a definite dilf, or at least u will be, when u die they better kill me, cuz I can't live without u, u can't fight female fans or bout dudes, just cuz ur jealous, at times u can be overprotective and overzealous, I get it babe, ull have better days, when we sleep under the same roof in our bed, ur determined to have children and wed, which don't get me wrong I mean isn't bad, I just don't wanna make u mad, but I still gotta tour write more songs and do music til I win that Grammy, most men couldn't stomach or stand me, particularly my kinks fetishes and snoring, I've heard before I'm too intense serious and deep it becomes mind numbingly dumb and annoyingly boring, but we can't help who we are in our heart, don't wanna fit in be normal or stupidly par, I'm not ur average Joe, I want major cheddar that green/cabbage yo, so creatively weird original yet freaky, don't know why but leather dom daddies speak to me, guess I love or lust the look, fuck watching porn or reading erotica from a magazine or book, I want the real thang baby, no ifs ands buts or maybes, whip out the rubber sheets and slings, let the piss and cum fun begin, since u flag yellow and white, I'd like to add a lil gray so I can't push back stop u or fight, of course u may take a light bite, make sure to clean out and use a wet wipe, the king's about to mount his queen, we make a hot sexy unique masculine team, we're each other's ideal wish fantasy and dream, nothing is as perfect as it seems, maybe it's like the horizon line receding as we approach, finding balance and equilibrium is impossible but we can always continue to strive to thrive and have hope tho!

Peace and 1,
JC
7/26/17

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