Wednesday, August 2, 2017

How Will U Remember Me

Whoops accidents happen, not down with entrapment, or pointless mind games, music success for me isn't about the fortune or fame, it's about reaching people and connecting, we need to be more involved in who we're electing, cuz this shit shouldn't be allowed again, it's impossible to stay calm and zen, as soon as I hear that asshole's voice, it brings me back to a time when we had Bernie as a legitimate choice, and we simply blew it, keep telling the bf to have hope and faith we'll make it thru shit, even tho it seems impossible, together we are unstoppable, love lifts us up so we're bigger and stronger, I know it appears never-ending but just hold on a lil longer, the storm is almost over, lay ur head on my shoulder, and let out a good ugly cry, losing him would be the reason I gave up or died, 34 years is a lot of wasted years, always the odd man out among peers, cuz I wasn't all about sex, not gonna lie I just figured I was hexed, I mean I'm so stubborn and way too intense, have trouble holding onto friends, everyone moves on and forward, relationships can be volatile and torrid, especially since most my life I've been independent and pretty selfish, but this world can be utterly cruel and hellish, without someone to hold ur hand, stand by u and understand, at the end of the day I'm just a man, trying to do the best I can, given the resources we have, I think we'd both be amazing dads, it's hard to distinguish false facts from the truth, the government and media have skewed the two, so they're basically interchangeably one in the same, remember when we thought Bush was insane, he's tame compared to Trump, the US has become a numb dumbed down dump, before we were the melting pot land of opportunity living the American dream, now we're controlled by fear corruption and greed, it's rather disgusting, how our leaders can't have rational discussions, about everything from health care to infrastructure to building a pointless expensively wasteful wall, our once great country was always destined to eventually fall, and we're very far away from grace, perhaps this is karma or fate, policing the world in the name of democracy, we're born fallible with original sin but I'm beginning to think humans are synonymous with hypocrisy, we never learn lessons, totally ungrateful for all our blessings, constantly ignoring history, where our common sense heart and soul went is still a mystery, commercialism now defines us, can't fight and win wars without a backbone spine or guts, caught up in the superficial not realizing it might be just lust, the beautiful create such a fuss, like they're special, kids don't backpedal, cuz that's hitting the brakes, sometimes I wish I could simply shake awake the fakes, please stop pretending, our values morals and ethics need mending, we're too consumed in illusion/virtual reality, better put ur guard or dukes up for self defense before u become another casualty, what do u want ur legacy to be, I want others to smile laugh think feel and get inspired when they're remembering me!

Peace and 1,
JC
8/2/17

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