The Dollar's Collar

One man's too much, is another's not enough, never a 50/50 split, trade tat for tit, why don't u rub and lick the nip tip a bit too, hope I'm not rude boo, but mine are hardwired, lyrically lately I'm on fire, can't stop writing, it's like the art is fighting, to spew out, a few bouts, within a single day even, two heads of the same demon, a double Gemini, how bubbled am I, but so is everyone else, while nobody helps, unless it's financially rewarding, heed this severe warning, if money is the root of all evil, what does capitalism mean to the American sheeple, with their almighty dollar, may as well put on ur leash and locked collar, unless ur kept or inept, genuinely direct whether or not u get upset, it's already been said, life's a bitch and then we're dead!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/5/24

Simmer To Glimmer Or Shimmer

So much bad mixed within slivers of good, man is life misunderstood, how we get thru day after day, the caveman way seems far away, now we just live to work/make money, I don't find it funny, the lack of accountability, y'all make lawfullness seem passe or silly, especially in a president, isn't his incapableness evident, I mean really, if we reject Kamala like Hillary, can we openly say we're both racist and sexist, but oh yes The US is the bestest, land of the free and a brave nation, except when it comes to health care and education, hypocritically policing and democratizing globally, discrimination in any form is unholy, intolerance shouldn't be allowed, who u do choose to lead doesn't mean blindly followed, things need to calm down and simmer, have faith and pray love's hope can glimmer perhaps maybe even shimmer!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
11/4/24

Keep Holding On Strong

Adam was absolutely like my brother, just from another mother, losing him 3 days after my sister, wish heaven only had visitors, earth is getting lonely, I'm my one and only, but I constantly think of all of them, and can't wait to be together again, whether family or not I grieve the same, it can be quite difficult to stay sane, with so much concentrated loss, appear to be handling it like a boss, but deep down inside, anger insecurity and resentment resides, since I am actually human, the point to life can be so confusing, seems like endless relentless suffering, and the level of escapism is troubling, shouldn't try to avoid the pain, it doesn't go away but it will eventually wane, it's important to remember we gotta be strong, and no matter what keep holding on!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/31/24

I Decide

Need relief from grief, finally leave it all behind me, focusing way too much on the past, and life flies by so fast to do that, caught up in self reflection, gotta get better with my protection, hold onto precious energy, stop worrying about my legacy, still very young, should lighten up and have more fun, belly laugh and a half, good company is where it's at, forget the journey's important not the destination, can't attack with hesitation, move in silence, enough with violence, and harsh rhetoric, I know I'm a revolutionary heretic, embracing the power of time, maybe meditate and clear my mind, about to go on a getaway, take a break, trying to escape the noise, relocate my own voice, make the right choice for me myself and I, why not live the way I ultimately decide?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/30/24

Misdirection Projection

Apparently I'm distracting myself with peeps, to avoid dealing with the realities of my extreme grief, I wanna move forward not back, my words often come across as attack, when it's just my internal struggle, my passion can get me into trouble, it's unfiltered and relentless, like focusing on foreign instead of domestic, perhaps it's easier to fix, somebody else's shit, and of course don't forget projection, as well as misdirection, like Taylor "I'm the problem it's me", undoubtedly, but that doesn't excuse u, after all isn't it takes two true, one to give another to take, wish my timing allowed company while I have to not so patiently wait, always riding solo, tired of being told I'm half of a whole and u know yolo!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/29/24

The Sim Him

Enamored by the idea of him, but most I know is just a sim, I don't want to change his mind, wish he'd spend some time, I understand maybe he can't, it's hard to accept a helping hand, we all get busy, still wonder if he even thinks of me, do I inspire a smile or boner, gotten so used to being a loner, I forgot how to let love in, missing a hole for cumming, warm cuddles and hugs, feeling enough, which is silly, since happiness is only my own responsibility, not his, it isn't a diss, choosing someone else, haven't found many who make my heart melt, and that's ok, so hold hope and faith maybe someday, I'll find my guy, learning to take all these near misses in stride!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
10/28/24

Still Some Stranger Danger

Wish he wasn't such a stranger, can't help but wonder if I'm in danger, kind of addicted, perhaps simply interested, in someone who doesn't reciprocate my feelings, why won't he share his reasoning, maybe I could adjust, or does that make me a schmuck, fuck people pleasing, he's repeatedly teasing, all in good fun, I don't even believe in the one, caught up in protecting, this overwhelming depression from rejection, I wanna be intentional, but not vengeful, cuz I'm hurt, healing takes work, and I'm always willing, sorry not sorry but I'm looking for something deeply fulfilling!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/28/24