Thursday, August 14, 2025

Grief Week

It's been an emotional week, leading up to pique grief, it'll be a year since mom died, so many tears cried, but I'm reminded to push on, even if I'm living a con, til it happens to u, can't understand what I'm goin thru, haven't been myself, haven't found love or help, time to walk alone, make my own home, RI isn't the only place I've known, can be older and not yet grown, don't need perfection or purity, at this point I'd settle for some compassion and maturity!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
8/14/25

Wednesday, August 13, 2025

Brazen & Blazoned On Occasion

Wondering what I want from me not u, y'all don't even factor into what I do, I write to reflect and process, most times who I'm talking about stays guess, except on a few occasions, been brazen and blazoned, to speak truly uncensored, in my older age I try to mentor, however it is not my job, to call out the numerous delusional immature slobs, to grow up and take accountability, cuz ur character reputation and legacy's looking simply bountifully/undoubtedly silly!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
8/13/25


My Time After Time

I'm only me, it's all I can be, no longer people please, dim my shine nor appease, decompartmentalized my life, mom took a lil piece of my light, but at least I'm out the shadows, ain't got the energy for these superficial/shallow, I'm taking the reigns, hating both the players and the games, I'm not hurting anyone, simply looking for some homosexual father fucking fun, all kids are like sons and daughters, my whole world was changed and altered, especially when Gia died, I found it impossible to conceive the ability to phoenixally rise Cyndi Lauper style "time after time", yet I did, but still have the will to live and give!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
8/13/25

Tuesday, August 12, 2025

Legendary Cuz Of Empathy

All I want to do is help, so many misunderstand wealth, life ain't about money hunny, and its definitely not butterflies rainbows and always sunny, don't see the funny cuz it's serious, took me a while to find my radical fairyness, took leaving home, getting lost in the woods alone, searching for myself, people pleased over my own health, loved others too much, couldn't trust dudes enough, they all lacked empathy, I think my sensitivity/vulnerability is what will make me legendary!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
8/12/25

Monday, August 11, 2025

No More Hoard

Let there be peace on earth, we need to reevaluate what art and especially music is worth, it all has tremendous value, artists do it cuz they have to, that's what's called a calling, the middle class is shrinking and falling, the divide is bigger than ever, what happened to making life and the world better, rich don't give they hoard, capitalistic means always wanting exponential more, for a chosen few over the many, nobody's got any opportunity to lend me, even tho no one is self made, with an overpopulation problem independence/solitude is delusional to crave!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
8/11/25

Get Bent To Bend & Transcend

Sorry I'm all up in my feels, life since my mom died just doesn't seem real, it's hard to find joy again and inspire, I want everybody to vibrate higher, let music help y'all transcend, why won't u let both ur heart and mind bend, u can legally get bent, do u ever wonder where the love and time went, I was always so blissfully happy, many are ignorantly mad at me, cuz I dare to dream big, no I won't wear makeup or a wig, and I shouldn't have to consider transplant nor surgery, we must stop society from becoming so divisively bigoted violent and murdery!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
8/11/25

Passings Happening

Approaching the anniversary of mom's passing, in less than a week it's happening, and I'm not ok, it's hard to get thru each day, please don't worry, I'm not in a hurry, but I really do, just wanna make it thru, since I can't escape, why turn love to hate, yet I'm still angry, would anybody date me, probably not understandably, I know both real friendship and family, most gays can't handle platonic, being nice doesn't mean I want it, to quote Erin-O "love always wins when we lift each other up", when will we the people realize we are already more than enough!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
8/11/25