All Bark No Bite Right

Sorry but I don't fuck friends, what kind of message does that send, draw more boundary lines, these God damn confounded times, so much corruption, it's absolutely disgusting, both macro and micro, I feel psycho, in upside down backwards land, covid messed with supply and demand, I'll never understand consumers, ready to move past the boomers, they just suck at giving up power and greed, the amount of insatiable hoarding is hard to believe, the state of democracy, can be summed up in one word...hypocrisy, the rich rule, sheeple/fools, perhaps the matrix is broken, the fires don't need stoking, inflation needs to cool off, it's rude to cough, without covering ur mouth, I hate being controlled by fear or doubt, but good isn't standing up to fight for what's right, at the end of the night y'all are all bark no bite!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
5/31/24

At Least I Tried To Vibe & Say Hi

It's all about the vibe, initiate a conversation and simply say hi, especially as the beta sub, I swear I've never felt a part of the gaggle/gay club, but I won't change myself to conform, to what's labeled stereotypically norm, I broke the mold, another beautiful old soul, looking for chemistry and connection, living with more intention, regarding my time and energy, I'm sorry y'all can't see with me I'm epically legendary, like I said before it's ur loss, how much does character or ur dignity cost, mine's not for sale, super mindful of icons I hail, in fact I'd say inspired by more than worshipping, most don't think artistry is working, told to shut up, cuz fuck talent fame is all just luck, and who u know, nobody cares about poetic lyrical flow, they want a dope beat, but I won't be, compromising my integrity, selling sex isn't necessary, I'll keep sharpening my skills, until success is manifested and willed, I've got an insatiable drive, so when all's said and done nobody can say I didn't resiliently hustle strive and at least tried!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
5/29/24

Do 42

Officially 42, more focused on what I wanna do, for the rest of my life, which is spread love and light, speak consciousness and truth, many people's passion and purpose are aloof, and that's totally ok, I always say my superpower's being gay, it really does get better, especially if ur a go getter, be a trend setter, approach each day as trial by error, u find what works right, by figuring out that which u don't like, but I'm not gonna lie, confronting fear ego and pride, often gets the best of us, growing nuts and guts, takes tremendous bravery maybe even ignorance, I hope y'all are ready to confront a bunch of hypocrites, zombies vampires and sheep, who need to see in order to believe, can't understand how they breathe, won't sow yet expect to reap, honestly I'd say I learned not to help, cuz no good deed goes unpunished and the only one who u can fix save or change is urself!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
5/27/24

Nepotism/Sheer Dumb Luck Just Sucks

I don't know why, but having the hardest time, writing rhymes this month, it's usually not only healing but fun, helps sharpen my skills, tho my art doesn't pay all my bills, I've planted many seeds, someday they'll hopefully grow like weeds, would like to get double digits, life throws many curve balls pivots and divots, just to fuck with us, cuz success takes drive nuts and guts, but never underestimate a pussy, they too can be quite dominant alpha and pushy, messing with cubs ull feel the wrath of their mama bears, the patriarchy has no empathy and simply doesn't care, they def don't wanna hear about ur emotions and feelings, I can't break past these gatekeeped glass ceilings, I'm drained and exhausted, look at the talentless fortune and fame whores y'all consumers exalted, ur role models suck, replacing passionate substance with nepotism/sheer dumb luck!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
5/22/24

Mr. Nice Guy's Died

Mr. nice guy's died along with my mom, I now give 0 fucks/no qualms, of saying what I want and need directly to people, this idea we should get therapy is both neglectful yet capitalistically evil, follow my lead, communicate directly, I'm so over it, done shouldering shit, handle ur own business, stop being hypocrites, enough is enough, I understand real friendship and love, cuz I have and give it reciprocally, nobody can weather a storm precipitation free, since when rain falls, it touches all y'all, but of course me too, how am I perceived the fool, I can look myself in the mirror, and confidently say there's no son superior, I phoenixly rise, every single damn time, no more resentment nor regret, I can truly and honestly say I always tried and did my best!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
5/20/24

Yum Fun & Then Some

Had a weekend of fun, solicialized with pot booze shrooms and then some, even got a lil wild and kinky, my sneaks be extra stinky, since I wear em sockless, I'm not heartless, I won't subject others to that, esp those who have my back, on the real, don't care how u feel, man smells excite me, sniff and suck but don't bite freely, I find meditational therapy in squirming, who's putting me in bondage hurting, gently rub my cock balls feet and nipples, better yet strap me down for no mercy tickles, I need to be desensitized and just laugh, success and happiness shouldn't involve math, be more grateful for what we have, the only thing to control is how u react, never yuck another's yum, pay no mind to bums nor dumb dumbs, cuz u never know, not everybody reaps from what they sow, usually those who've worked the hardest, aren't producers or labels but in fact the starving artists!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
5/19/24

Just Jaded With Hatred

Turning 42, and I'm scared shitless dude, mostly cuz of the fact, that's when dad had his major heart attack, but also the age my sister died, which really turned the tide, time to grow up, over trying to find luck, perhaps it's not meant to be, preparing now for mom to leave, so I'll be the last one standing, consumers are impatiently demanding, with super short attention spans, not all friends and family are fans, I'm not being negative, it's just imperative, managing boundaries and expectations, willpower vs temptations, who will win, homosexuality may be a sin, but so is being born, there's no deadline to achieve dreams or mourn, a loss is a loss, the real cost, is the grace we don't give ourself, there shouldn't be shame attached to help, tho I'm getting older, I don't wanna become numb and colder, bitter or jaded, it's so sad how where there was love all that's left is resentment and hatred!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
5/17/24

Fuck The Queens' Misandry

How can u say u have pride, yet hide behind a disguise, I have more respect for mimes and clowns, super sick of all the misandry I've experienced til now, queens hoarding the attention, queer live performers don't even get honorable mention, let alone paid opportunities real support and reciprocity of love, y'all need to grow the fuck up, elevate and transcend, eradicate toxicity and try to achieve enlightenment, cuz ur acting like bottom feeders, moochers whores and leeches, I've lost respect for ur lack of character and dignity, choosing coin over community is not only silly, it's hurtful and hypocritical, no wonder why so many are bitter and cynical, drag is for talentless self proclaimed royalty, who apparently have no honor or loyalty, hurt people perpetuating trauma, used to play nice but quite simply I don't wanna, y'all burned bridges expecting a rescue boat, enjoy ur castled tables protected by deadbolted doors barred windows and a moat, lay in ur delusional illusions, with what ur choosing u miss what ur losing, me, too bad hindsight is 20/20, we're way passed that, #facts, it's 2024, and I won't tolerate this bullshit anymore!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
5/3/24

Teaching Y'all To Truly See MCJC

Call me the original lyrical leather daddy king who can rap and sing live...showing another more enlightened inclusive side to Pride without a disguise...open ur eyes to realize and truly see...how fashionably fabulous MCJC can actually be visually...we gay men need masculinity visibility too...the way I've been treated has been disrespectfully rude and just abusively cruel...so watch as I move in silence quiet...help bring revolutionary activism back to our culture with a soulful poetic hip hop block party/riot...all in the name of unconditional truth consciousness and love...cuz no matter what anyone says or thinks I am both valuable and enough...no hate or shade but drag queens aren't my competition...I'm so done trying to justify my worth to those who can't understand or won't even listen!

Peace and 1,
MCJC
5/2/24