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Monday, October 14, 2024
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Just A Day Away
With each passing day, I get further away, leaving grief behind me, while moving silently, helps keep peace, he's such a tease, always have had bad timing, and I'm finding I'd be lying, if I wasn't frustrated/disappointed, it's wicked fucking annoying, having to only hold onto hope and faith, but what if I can't patiently wait, any longer, I don't wanna be stronger, I'm so tired and burnt out, chasing clout while having to bout doubt, hidden agendas along with traumatic tragedy, the universe hurts and is running me raggedy, when all I want is some company, to enjoy this bliss with comfortably triumphantly, we aren't meant to ride and die solo, I hate workaholics the most cuz u know yolo, life shouldn't be just a hustle, I'm not subtle nor afraid of a lil trouble scuffle or struggle, supposed to seize like Columbus, yet not let capitalistic greed creep or seep in leaching like fungus among us, we seem to be absolutely ridiculous hypocrites, definitely especially to both immigrants and the indigenous!
Joe Conscious
10/14/24
Love's So Stupid To Lose It
Sunday, October 13, 2024
Lessons & Blessings
Friday, October 11, 2024
Misunderstanded Taken For Granted
Who I am is not what I look like, that's why most my life's been a fight, y'all need to give me more grace, say shit to my fatherfucking face, accept me for all of me, stop crushing my calling/dream, wish I could be seen and heard, nobody's listening to the wisdom I've learned, just taken for granted, completely misunderstanded, underestimated and overlooked, I've left jaws dropped in awe utterly shocked or straight shook, thought we weren't supposed to judge a book's cover, I'm a helluva friend and lover, trying to find my chosen family, when so far there are few who can even tolerate or stand me, oh well their loss, ghosting the living comes at such a high cost, forgiveness is key, especially for urself at least, time is precious and short, all I've ever wanted was to be a good cohort, appreciate great moments building memories, can u show compassion to ur enemies, always being the bigger person, striving to inspiringly be my bestest sexiest healthiest version!
Joe Conscious
10/11/24
Sunday, October 6, 2024
The Kick Ass Task Of Grief
My Reality/Actuality Of Love & Happy
Saturday, October 5, 2024
Remember Us Together
Don't forget anger is a stage of grief, it doesn't care about belief, I'm allowed to be angry, even act completely strangely, please give me some grace, sorry if I convey hate, I don't mean to boo, and it ain't cool too, rather rude/misdirection projection, instead of sadness I'm supposed to be only grateful for the blessings I'm inheriting, minimizing my capableness, my life isn't stapled with priveleged bliss, it was never mine, I know in the future I'll be fine, but right in this moment now, I gotta own it and I don't know how, but like my mom said "u just do, keep pushing thru", when talking about my sister, so I'll listen to her, and always remember, to cherish the beautiful time we all had together!
Joe Conscious
10/5/24