Just Remember...Inspire

I want to write something that inspires, lifts the collective higher, move and woo u, soothe too, cuz life gets lonely, so many fake and phony, while I'm genuine and real, how can we stop this zombie apocalypse of stepford robotic sheeple, stand up for love, spread hugs even to thugs, enough is enough, what's rough and tough, is seeing the hardworking struggling, why all the juggling, multiple jobs, when was ur bubble burst or popped, this corporate culture, breeds greed and cheap capitalistic vultures, who take and take but refuse to give, no one needs billions to live, share the wealth, being poor affects ur health, help thy neighbor, let ur hope and faith never waiver, we just want to appropriately be paid a fair wage for our time and labor, I still say Bernie would've been a political presidential savior, both Hillary and Trump are trators, especially to the constitution and the American dream, we need to get back to the way we used to be, make peace legalize weed, tho the road is steep, be brave and remember this is the land of the free!

Peace and 1,
JC
9/20/16

Lacking Empathy & Compassion

What if today was my last, would I be forgotten fast, could u just go on unaffected, I don't care who gets elected, evil will never get my vote, so many haters from the poems I wrote, the truth is supposed to set us free, liars put the blame on me, I use vague broad strokes to paint pictures, are family or ur friends more permanent fixtures, cuz I found in gay culture, I'm surrounded by sex vultures, I want real unconditional love and intimacy, be careful not to take lust literally, nobody likes one way streets, what's ur fetish bdsm or feet, or are u plain old vanilla and boring, hope u can handle snoring, I don't sleep with others often, since it's the cousin of death my bed is a metaphorical coffin, I feel like a vampire or zombie, think the government's working with God to rob me, of money love happiness and success, becoming bitterly jaded projecting sarcastic gest, why does the universe fuck with us, most don't have half my talent drive or guts, and yet I'm stuck among the bottom rung, how many songs have u written and sung, I've sold 7000 albums all around the country and world, I didn't even have to lie pretend or dress up as a girl, there's nothing wrong with me I don't need fixing, focus more on urself what ur doin and how ur living, I know my purpose and found my passion, all I'm asking is what's ur next plan of action, I may annoyingly complain, but at least I try to change, either my environment or how I react, sorry but ur wants and opinions are not facts, we need way more empathy and compassion, isn't it obvious it's heart and soul that humanity's lacking!

Peace and 1,
JC
9/15/16

Passed Our Past

Totally stressing remembering 9/11, do u believe in heaven, or is it all just a myth, faith is a gift, like love, sometimes it just ain't enough, could really use some cuddling or a hug, I feel my soul's been mugged, drugged and sucked dry, don't think I can live not high, I'd be anxious and overwhelmed, the wealthy rich corporate establishment is at the helm, and we're just sheeple, slaves to evil, u know money, life isn't always sunny, it's a combination of positive and negative, confronting fear is imperative, avoidance destroys the chance to heal for real, own who u are and how u feel, fuck the haters, I'm one of those original hit makers, with genuine talent, weird like Woody Allen, not incestuous but kinky, have more empathy and compassion in my damn pinky, miss art in the 90s like Biggie Pac Thundercats and Ren & Stimpy, this heat and humidity got me all stinky, I'm pretty hippy dippy, to learn to live with me, u gotta accept the scent of pot and sweat, which don't forget makes me wet, and drives some other guys wild, literally causes pig piles, oink oink baby, we're all a lil crazy, most tho hide it well, u can confide in me I won't tell, teach me how to ring ur bell, since gays inherently go to hell, be happy fulfilled and have fun, cuz it won't be long now before this moment is over and done, let's move passed our past, time is short and flies by fast!

Peace and 1,
JC
9/11/16

Let's Smoke Weed & L.I.P.

Always find and be urself, others can do only so much to help, I attract lost souls rejects and misfits, I too am used to living on the fringes, an outsider longing to fit in, wanna change so bad but where do I begin, how does an artist get discovered, ur love is expressed thru worry mother, my father and sister as well, I take life like my music way too serious, we're all really not that mysterious, using masks and distracting projection, or sarcasm and lies as a natural defense mechanism, ya'll send ur representatives, I'm adventurous idealistic genuinely care and share without hidden agendas or incentives, cuz today could be my last, people are lazy or move too fast, I'm hypocritically overzealous, not immune to envy spite or getting jealous, afterall like Brandy I'm only human, before u give advice or criticize prove what u urself are doing, to be a better person and contribute to the collective, u can't complain about the lesser of two evils uve repetitively elected, I'm done hating the players it's the game and who makes the rules, they're playing us like ignorant tools and gullible fools, a fleet of robotic slave like sheep and an army of oil dependant mules, capitalistic by nature when socialism's the only answer, I believe money's the root of all evil and the need for greed's causing cancer, why can't we go back to a simpler time, reignite our souls by connecting our hearts with our minds, find ur purpose, stop perpetuating what hurts us, turn hate into love, pay it forward with a wink and a smile or better yet a healing hug, let's smoke weed, fuck R.I.P. and live in peace!

Peace and 1,
JC
9/7/16

How Much Longer

Approaching the beginning, like Lauryn I'm both rapping and singing, with only a few collaborations, what's with all this hip hop hating, as soon as I declare my genre, it's almost as if I've dishonored, music altogether, perhaps I'm a trend setter/resurrecter, sometimes I find I communicate better thru a poem song text email or letter, there's less pressure, expectation is hard to measure, judgment is inevitable, I hope my rhymes aren't just fine but juicy moist and delectable, clear classy nasty and intelligible, will settle for a Grammy since there's no Olympic gold medal, imagine that, being the world's best at rap, more of a songwriter tho than a freestyler, not a ghetto gangster from the trailer but I'm definitely a weed buyer, it's an occupational hazard/necessity of life, with so much shit conflict atrocity pain plight and strife, like money it should be free, I know it seems impossible to believe, but it's medicine, we can't bring back the dead again, so let's move on from the same issues, stop being wasteful especially with tissues, fuck this abuse, luck is like a game of duck duck goose, and the 99% lose, while I'm left confused and unamused, that a congress of fools can skew absolute truths, love is the universal language, how much longer will we must endure and languish in all this anguish?!?

Peace and 1,
JC
9/6/16

The Secret

How do I get viewer/prescriber numbers up, or get fans fam and friends to financially show me love, because my music is just that good, feel extremely underestimated and misunderstood, could polish a whole half gallon of hood, on the shitter waiting for my subsiding morning wood, why not if u can eat breakfast for dinner, and I'm still way thinner, so I'm basically confused, we've been psychologically abused, we're humans not robots slaves or tools, stop assuming us all dumb ignorant gullible naive fools, like Meth don't always manage to keep my cool, sometimes I get so infuriated I studder or drool, ya'll make me that mad, I ain't lesser than or damned just cuz I'm a fag, u lack and lag, I'd rather stay stag, than compromise my individuality, self love didn't happen magically, in fact I found my truths in the rejection and tragedy,  my flaws scars and mistakes, prove I'm great and brave, it's not about win or lose failing or falling, no more senseless needless violence and brawling, let's have grown conversation and compassion, u can complain only after exhausting all avenues and taking action, enough with living off entitlement programs, there's too many greedy schemy meany peeps be really skeevy scams, the poor can't be ravaged anymore to fulfill ur outlandish demands, a crumbling infrastructure and foundation is where our future lies/stands, we're too oblivious easily manipulated and distracted, perhaps utopia equalibrium perfection and bliss can't be mastered, but still we should strive to be better or the best we can be, if letting go of everything will lead to truly flying free, climb that ladder with ease, show u know the secret of how to defy gravity, one step at a time, rise and shine!

Peace and 1,
JC
9/5/16

Live Simple

Learning I'm a sucker, life is a mother fucker, give and give, without the resources to live, barely getting by, wishing I cld get ahead a lil and thrive, been in the red so long, just need that 1 hit song, u know that goes viral, torn describing RI as quicksand or a downward spiral, most don't peak my interest, same old boring drones with no happiness or zest, stepford robotic slaves, over working til the grave, where's our value and worth, assigned roles at birth hurts, people change over time, I wonder what place I'm in in love's line, or how about hip hop success, I'm not perfect or the best, but I'm damn good, talented yet totally misunderstood, why do I have to be a gangster from the hood, the important question to ask is did u do all u could, u have to ask, nothing forever lasts, but no matter what u must try, cry or lie, drink or get high, one day we all die, so focus on leaving a quality epic legacy, companionship is a necessity, I'm addicted to great connection, what's the spell for protection, magic surrounds us, trust ur heart and guts, have hope and faith don't wait, live in the moment...live for today!

Peace and 1,
JC
9/2/16