Beyond the screens...in the hot spotlights on stage...everything ain't always what it seems...but what if manifesting dreams doesn't come with age
Gaze behind the smile...deep under the skin...there is a beautiful genuine talented wild kind soul within
I hope someday y'all can see me
Maybe then I have a real chance of being heard and appreciated truly
I'm not the best...far from perfect...but I deserve respect and a shot
After all these years I still haven't figured out what I want...but I know what I bring to the table and what I've got
It's just a damn shame I feel like there isn't even a seat
Maybe I'm a spoiled whiny brat...living too safe and comfortably
I'll be taking a break...some time away to regroup reinspire and start writing some new material that's reflectively lyrical
Alots happened in the past bunch of years...I'm done with anxiety and depressive fears
I promise myself I'll try harder for me and for true love and passion...instead of empty words expressing hurt I'm gonna pick myself up and take action
Joe Conscious
9/25/21
