Eternally Waiting For Nothing Of Substance

Eternally working while waiting for nothing, when will I receive the reward of progress with substance, right now I hate life god and the universe, cuz all I know is pain neglect tragedy and hurt, this world and it's people, are sadistic superficial shallow and evil, cuz we are reflections of the powers that be, never there for us in our hour of need, another horizon line illusion, perpetuating insanity and delusion, there's no inclusion in wealthy collusion, my rhyming can be super confusing, but they need to be dissected to be digested, we need to be more invested in who's nominated not just elected, and btw fuck the electoral college, it needs to be abolished, the fact that it's institutional racism isn't common knowledge, seems we rather worship the almighty dollar, broadening slavery and oppression, stop assuming being born privileged is a blessing, cuz it's not, why can't business be personal or have heart, I never ever ever get what I want, I try not to gloat or flaunt, I'm just genuine, a real nice guy/gentlemen, so I'm sure ull search and find, usually I'm at the back of the line, if not dead last, fuck making short fast cash, y'all live like ur on unlimited time, letting so many amazing opportunities pass on by!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious
7/24/20

Excuse Abuse

Y'all dudes always too busy for intimacy...covids just another excuse for ur negligent abuse...there's never any follow thru with u...so phuck it I'll stay single but won't mingle...til u show some substance in abundance...and even then I'll pretend to be friends again...cuz u kept doing me wrong so I put it in a poem or song...commemorating my discrimination...u choose freely it's just simply not me!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious
7/2/20

A Shitstorm We Didn't Wish For

What if normal never exists again, how come I'm not chosen by my family or friends, give so much I don't know how to take, why even make plans if y'all just gonna flake, am I mister invisible, does being privileged make my problems insignificantly minimal, perhaps my struggle isn't relatable, why does my ambition make me undateable, they say sexuality shouldn't matter, is a lack of oppression a contributing factor, empathy keeps me humble and grounded, I also try to stay well rounded, hang with all walks of life, attract that lost soul strife, like white on rice, what's right is nice, shine ur lights bright, the American pie's sliced twice, only rich or poor, no middle class core anymore, yet there's still a war on drugs, covids killing hugs, exacerbating discrimination, fear mongering intimidation, corporate profiteering and privatization, tyranny's violated this great nation, democracy's turned hypocrisy, we need more Platos Pacs Aristotles and Socrates, be kind rewind to inherently genuinely good, can u play masc gay/effeminately hood, roll with ur real style, stay kinky guys gone wild, I love me a leather man, what if left is the better hand, and we're shaking wrong, let's collaborate making song, hip hop r&b or soul, gospel country folk or rock n roll, whatever's clever, pick ur poisonous pleasure, but be careful what u wish for, cuz it might bring u a shitstorm!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/1/20