A Bright & Blinding Horizon

So much more on the horizon, it's almost mind blinding, I'm on the precipice of it being my time, finding my grind, focusing my shine, on my own divine deep inside, finally stopped running to try and hide, deny myself, which then spells I can't be helped, sad but so true, u both decide and define u, no one else, we create our own personal hells, instead of accepting and embracing the bright white light, that can only come after the fight, but there's still no winner just all around losing, who's choosing right or wrong, especially which style or genre of song's strong, we all belong, let's finally celebrate society's legalization of weed by collectively cheersing ripping ur blunts bowls and bongs!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
3/31/24

Transcendent Sentient Repetition

Not bad just not good enough, I know that's tough, to hear swallow digest or simply receive, there's a fine line between what we perceive or say we collectively believe, u won't ever speak for me, uve made that apparently b, I'm respectfully free to disagree, and yet not be anti anything, I just wanna write rap and sing, original content with substance and soul, instead of being boxed exploited and told to mold so much ur left wondering where did all the natural love and passion go tho, just another singing competition, I can't be conditioned, I found my power, fuck just 15 minutes I want 15 trillion billion million hours, only paying .0015 cents in taxes, so sick of March madness brackets, instead of economic fiscal responsibility, they play it off and say that's simply silly/willy nilly, don't trouble urself blindly trust thee, butt fuck me whorishly some more please baby, u can't rape the willing, kinky is much hotter and way more erotically thrilling, or perhaps interesting is the word, sexual repression is such a curse, it makes exploration hard, even if ur both socially and intellectually smart, wisdom only comes with experiences, there will be extreme fog white noise and sheer interferences, but I'll say it again stay strong, and as always u gotta keep holding on!!!!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious
3/29/24

Evolutionary Senses

Unless physically touched I feel with my brain like I see with empathy from my heart but with music we hear it from our soul...that's ultimately why video killed the radio star! After all sex sells and in capitalistic consumerism where it pays everybody but the artists...exploit or be exploited! Hence why the industry is so substancelessly empty and hollow! The only magical healing remedy I've found has been live performance...esp when watching raw authentic talent that can be truly divinely supernatural chilling and moving! It's cool to be just like that now...stepping into the best version of myself yet! Totally focused more on touring rather than content cuz I'm always creating anyway! Not only is nobody doing what I'm doing musically...but y'all ain't seen a hip hop artist perform like MCJC! The evolution of Joe Conscious from poetic conception to now is leaps and bounds incredible! Def done my 10k hours...but that's all just been my opening act! Stay tuned...

Go back and reread those first few lines 4 or 5 times lol

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
3/26/24

Y'all Seem To Be Just Anti Me

Can't please everyone that's for sure, life lately is such a bore, y'all busy working, and clearly don't care I'm hurting, it used to bother me deeply, now I give 0 fucks freely, single with no kids, gay and unafraid of the hiv since I'm not promiscuous, I get off mainly without penetration, I no longer react without hesitation, cuz I'm trying to be mindful, days are not rewindable, ain't that a shame, existence isn't a game, but it damn sure's a hustle, what's important brains or muscle, why are so many people anti pot, as well as hip hop, country bumpkins bumping red solo cup songs, like smoking cigs in their pickup trucks drunk as fuck isn't just as wrong, in fact much much worse, I swear I'm cursed, the whitest black sheep ever, wondering if this ignorant punishing suffering lasts forever!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
3/24/24

Live Life Bullish To The Fullest

Gotta love/hate, those manic Mondays, passion and drive don't automatically pay, once all the frustration fades, I remember if u want something done, do it ur damn self son, ain't nobody can help u, stop trying to change fools, let them be, they clearly can't see, ur ultimate potential, which is transcendent and exponential, gotta keep the hope and faith going, only believe what peeps actually be showing, no more 3rd and 4th chances, follow ur gut tho when giving 2nd glances, in case at 1st sight happens, instead of focusing on fear or tears I'm gonna start laughing, cuz life's just too short, and since we don't have the right to abort, treat each day bullish, always of course live it up to the fullest!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
3/18/24

Still Have & Hold Hope To Resiliently Cope

I've been really trying, to keep my soul from tiring, so drained, seems I can't be trained, to just absorb and swallow, already feeling empty and hollow, cuz the loves of my life have died, struggling to be included in Pride and can't understand why, it should be automatic, the lack of support is traumatic, many think I'm dramatic, but at almost 42 I must be tragic, holding onto these extreme big dreams, of touring stadiums and being nominated for Grammys, been unemployed since 2020, existence is wicked funny, do we live to work, why do my boundaries make me the jerk, am I spoiled and selfish, caretaking for my mom was hellish, but I'm still here, dealing with irrational fear, yet more confident in myself than ever, almost completely untethered, it's weird to have both deep roots and wings, have absolutely no interest in materialistic things, wish I could find my people, who believe hundred billionaires are evil, and boomers should finally pass the torch, instead I spend most hours of my days chillen doin music on the side porch, contemplating what I'm goin to do, especially like how I should move, altho I know and truly believe, I am exactly right where I need to be, debating fate vs free will, ain't no forward motion stuck in RI still, but I have and hold hope, as well as a ton more therapeutic tools to resiliently cope!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
3/15/24

Dreamer Of Peace (beat by atømics)

Hey it's me MCJC...classically sleek/blasphemously nasty sheek...talent be masterfully crafty...a casualty to thinking sexuality's identity...but being wicked idealistic bleeds breeds and breathes naive...where's there truth b in what we know see and read...will we even quit feeding this capitalistic beast's greed and let music lead...transcends queer gender money religion race or creed...pour poetic lyrical love over these soulfully dope beats to put em on repeat...yearn for y'all to learn patience and understanding realness are ingredients we need to be...

A dreamer of peace... 

Y'all best believe... 

I'm a dreamer of peace...

Feel free to repeat...

I'm a dreamer of peace...

I'm a dreamer of peace...

Yeah...yeah...yeah...I'm a...

Always be beautifully unique...enjoy life's sweet journey thru vast valleys and peaks...young one's fun shuns vulnerability as weak...why don't all humans strive to mindfully speak...hip hop has a whole totally global niche reach...masking rapper's acting not actually practicing what they preach...cuz boo the true u's who collectively we seek...know tho if u don't sow u won't reap...that first worst step's so steep seems an impossibly giant leap...nothing's more important than genuine authenticity silly so we simply shouldn't teach but bravely be...

A dreamer of peace... 

Y'all best believe... 

I'm a dreamer of peace...

Feel free to repeat...

I'm a dreamer of peace..

I'm a dreamer of peace...

Yeah...yeah...

Beneath sheets eagled freak meets artsy geek...bearded in jeans with either beater ts hoodies or on fleek piqued leather clad  rapdaddy physique...that king hasn't captured mass viral intrigue...profits legally leaked seized or reaped...buttfuck digital industry cuz these labels just suck deez...can't car companies bring back playin tax free cds for us indies... consumers keep buying blindedly lying disguising kind sheep...unbelievably follow these overcrowding illuminati theories...prey on peace of peep's backs/exploited knees...bitch please everybody's got the ability to achieve and succeed not fantasy ull be...

A dreamer of peace... 

Y'all best believe... 

I'm a dreamer of peace...

Feel free to repeat...

I'm a dreamer of peace...

I'm a dreamer of peace...

Yeah

Therapeutic Tool/Music Muse Too

I may not be black, but I'm a gay guy that raps and adds a backslash, so no I don't say the "N" word I spit fag, turning a negative into a positive u fatherfucking fool, no homo bro I'm super chill/cool, my poetry and music's a therapeutic tool the whole globe can use as a muse to inspire higher consciousness too!

✌️👍💓
MCJC
3/12/24

✌️👍💜

Resiliently keep striving to show up with love for the culture elevating consciousness, obliterating discriminating and degrading toxic hip hop obnoxiousness, it used to be a beaconal voice for the voiceless, life's basically consequences and choices, there's no good bad right or wrong just what u do, we've lost sight of our morals ethics and what we value, cursed with purse hurt, who can afford a coffin or hearse, fucked up what's funny, it's all just money money money, I'm disgusted, broken and can't trust shit, wondering how to surround myself with help, screwed from abuse of such concentration of wealth, it's effected our collective mental and spirtual health, it's hard getting up outta bed in the morning, ignoring the boring daunting daily fatherfucking exhaustion, where are better go getter hustlers with substance who selflessly give to uplift a gift, of higher vibrational frequency and realness, in this vampire/zombie/sheep like apocalypse called existence, so soul draining it's plain brain dead, instead we accept it now costs $20 for a breakfast of bacon eggs and bread, forgive me for feeling being upset, plus politically pretty anxious of what to expect next, gotta redifine success as spreading smiles daps and the best hugs, finally sign off with the JC salute of peace and one love!

✌️👍💜
MCJC
3/10/24

Hypocriticism's Disposition

Went from umbilical chord to leash, in metaphorical speak, with sarcastic satire and gest, I don't proclaim to be the best, I may be abrasive, remember tho I'm a creative, isn't it just funny, what ultimately makes money, wouldn't say I have a sunny disposition, I'm sick of hypocriticism, that isn't a real word, but it works, cuz u got the gist, like saying cis if u read this, yet it's pronounced sigh, I usually smell like I'm high, that doesn't mean I am, most celebrities are scams, but billionaires are even worse, I'm starting to believe capitalism's a cancerous curse, not to be negative, it is however imperative, to use both hearts and heads, and lay all this stupid superficial superfluous shit to rest!

✌️👍💜
MCJC
3/2/24