Final Goodbye Time

Yet another day...afraid I'm fading away...out of sight then mind...too bad it doesn't pay to be kind...do I even matter at all...why do I continue to text and call...making room isn't a real effort...never thought I measured...cuz ur more words not deeds...ur actions don't match beliefs preached...too much grace to push back...it's self love I lack...keep letting u in again...when I don't wanna be just friends...so I think it's finally time...I cut the chord and say goodbye...maybe we're not meant to be...or it's probably me...I'm not enough...rejections tough...yet it hasn't killed...perhaps it's unreasonable to expect success happiness and being fulfilled...how dare I dream that big...stop living to work when y'all should only work to better live...I give what I get...but I'm frustrated irritated and upset...guess I chose wrong...no labels like my songs...I so wanna give up...life just sucks and I'm tired of getting fucked!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
4/30/23

Puff A Phatty Happy 4/20

Come puff another phatty, with rap's leather daddy, holla for a dolla at me, if u wanna get zooted nasty, gotta get ur heads out those phones, chill out and smoke, toke a bowl, y'all know I stay stoned, life's just better that way, helps me mentally escape, socially relax, that's facts, cuz I'm overwhelmed by sheeple, who think pots evil and lethal enough to be illegal, which is simply silly, what about medicinal responsibility, y'all advocate for cigs and booze, blindly eat toxic foods, I'll never understand, it's cool if ur not a fan, but damn man, it's a fucking plant, what's the big deal, like for real, pay me in pot instead of money, hope everyone has a fun safe and happy 4/20!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
4/20/23

All Love Truth & Peace

Intense isn't my intent...that's why I stay bent...as a Gemini I only know extremes...I'm that classic example of beeing seen for what it seems...when I'm somewhere deep in the inbetween...my aura usually sheens purple or green...I severely struggle agreeing to disagree...especially about something I passionately believe...expert defenseman can accept defeat over retreat...I'm aware of certain privelage but much too humble to be elite...with me it's ultimately all love truth and peace!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
4/15/23

Don't Ever Ever Ever Give Up

Coming to terms with my relationship being just friends, I guess it's true everything that begins ends, the feelings aren't dead, perhaps they were misread in my head, but he was such a great idea, not sure if it's his insecurity and fear, or what I did wrong, life solo seems so long, am I simply not enough, cursed with bad luck, fuck sex I miss intimacy and romance, wish I could keep replaying our new years slow dance, that was such a beautiful moment, keep ur heart open to fall in love often I condone it, express to people how u feel, telling others instead isn't keeping it real, leave ur baggage with the past, it'll destroy ur future fast, time to let him go, battle this miserable existence alone, maybe someday he will come back around, afterall absence can be pretty profound, he was such a surprising rare find, unconditionally kind, still tho gotta show myself more love, and no matter what don't ever ever ever give up!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
4/13/23

Spread Consciousness & Existentialism

The leather rap daddy, that's a better mac zaddy, actually practically factually masterfully dastardly, in all actuality nastily sassy classy crafty, pretty wickedly witty deep in the nitty gritty, bigotry's hypocritically synchronicity with illiteracy embitters me, this is some serious shit not silly/willy nilly, my ultimate passion and purpose, we grow more from what hurts us, like tragedy and grief, can't take away my peace or belief, endless tremendous hope and faith, marijuana and music's how I cope and get saved, divine amazing grace, my greatness is fated but I don't set the pace, we can't be late, cuz life ain't a race, enjoy the ride with pride, do ur best so u can hold ur head up high and sleep at night, with age comes wisdom, all I wanna do is continue to spread consciousness and existentialism!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
4/11/23

Souls Collectively Connecting

Not great at listening I'm very self involved, not communicating won't help getting problems solved, however I'm not very critical, more super sarcastic than literal, but I take life very seriously, instead of hilariously, I promise I have a dry sense of humor, not interested in gossip or rumor, been trying to leave space for grace, my whole existence I bloomed late, except when it comes to death, which left me overwhelmed feeling inept, just not sustainable enough, no luck with romantic love, always lost alone stuck, questioning my gut, aww shucks it sucks seeing a shmuck putz, staring back in the mirror, therapy may help u navigate clearer, still u gotta implement the learned tools, stop insisting ur a powerless victim u fools, take responsibility and control, no ones half of a whole, marriage isn't necessarily the goal, I dream of collective connection with other beautiful souls!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
4/4/23