Thursday, February 26, 2015

The Truth's Moot

Become numb dumb scum immune to the truth, imagine all liars were put on mute, the beaut is a disguised goof, who's mysterious and aloof, why do we hurd into groups of troops or mules, fuck flat chips I like scoops, dig-ability makes my point moot, show some loyalty by kissing my boot, do u like man smells and toots, standard absolutes include no blood scars fists or poop, no matter if u poo poo the whole way thru, hopefully we both spew, but ull probably be the one screwed dude, i feel like an ostracized outsider never in the loop, let me hear u sing shoop, shoop bae doop, am I in the headless chicken coupe, how low can u go or stoop, how do we believe with no proof, listening to distracting subliminal nonsensical gobbly goo or goop, it's like what to use whom or who, sheeple hear my real last name and go moo, I'd like Pink to ask Dear Mr President Bush Who Knew, are the conspiracy theories of JFK the Fed Reserve illuminati Jesus and 9/11 all true, cuz if so I think we should sue, switch congress' with Brian Williams' shoes and say shoo, and while ur at it take O'Reilly from Fox news with u too!

Peace and 1,
JC
2/26/15

Wednesday, February 25, 2015

Everything's Taxing

Some days I'm just not inspired to write, why does everything have to be a fight, just cuz uve lived a longer life, doesn't mean u know how to live right, please refrain from judgmental criticism when giving advice, I hate making mistakes twice or even thrice, quality and value are irrelevant in determining price, competition breeds jealousy envy hatred and spite, i find u get further tho by being nice, ull inevitably finish last, and probably never have an abundance of cash stashed, credit cards maxed, in fact that's before being taxed, oh shit, maybe I can't handle this, seems like I'm only a glimmer of light in an abyss, wonder will i be missed, wish I cld have just one last kiss, an orgasmic moment of bliss, is this really it, all I have to offer, or is the angel of death another annoying gawker/stalker, Jesus the Devil's already been harassingly hounding me, breathing down my neck heavily and loudly, like a pulse my heart's pounding beats, conjuring up magical music channeling a divine entity who profoundly speaks, I'm an existential revolutionary warrior fighting for freedom equality truth justice unconditional love and peace!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious
2/24/15

Friday, February 20, 2015

Baby Got Class

Lord give me strength and faith, to be more patient with people and wait, I guess it's not my turn yet, how quick u all are to forget, I've already scratched ur back a couple times, what u think I'm deaf dumb and blind, i can only ask nicely for so long, calm myself down with blunts bowls and bongs, writing new songs from my angry poetry, when will somebody in a position of power notice me, will i ever get a shot or just shot at, i ain't no wanna be Nicki Minaj sellout remixing baby got back, i don't need to show sex appeal I've got intelligence and class, and for the ignorant racist haters saying hip hop and rap is only for blacks, come lick ur cum up off my feet then kiss my ass, and just maybe I'll let u suck my dick at last, while I count my cash and laugh at the fact I turned u into the fag!

Peace and 1,
JC
2/20/15

Tuesday, February 17, 2015

Instinctual Miracle

The miracle of birth is amazing, can't help but stare somewhat disgusted yet curiously gazing, but she naturally knows exactly what to do, often empathize with what other people go thru, it's gotta be close to kidney stones or fisting, why are men terrible with vulnerability intimacy and listening,  being an anomaly really bothers me, what happened to chivalry truth and honesty, just simply not capable of acting disengenuous, wish the wealthy would be much more generous, the village needs to focus on giving and sharing, it shows that not only are u aware but ur caring, not some narcisistic prick, the prettiest people are the biggest dicks, doesn't necessarily mean they have one tho, what makes anyone beautiful has nothing to do with their dough, love transcends all things materialistic and tangible,  i truly believe we're not given what we can't handle, stay strong with hope and faith, ull eventually find a way to pave ur own destined fate!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious
2/17/15

Sunday, February 15, 2015

What's Ur Legacy

The human mind's confined in time's binds, the eyes can only visualize tangible signs, it's never my intention to circumvent blessings try settling and nestling in compromise, shouldn't be a surprise that a smidgen of omission or lil white lies just isn't wise, there's a fine line between ego and pride, tears cried when a loved one dies, are like rainy days instead of rays of sunshine, they'll find peace amongst the heavenly divine, if I'm remembered as genuinely talented and kind, i believe seems to be the dream legacy to leave behind!

Peace and 1,
JC
2/15/15

Gemini Valentine

This year I'm my own valentine, not trying to be cheesy or sarcastic this time, for real people it's how I truly feel, coupling up never had much appeal, except maybe to cuddle with in bed, perhaps I'll get a pet dog instead, I treated myself to some chocolate candy, I'm ok now with haters who simply can't tolerate nor stand me, I'm part of a bigger picture involving a profound brotherhood, fighting for truth love justice equality and other forces of good, many artists are dissed and dismissed for being misunderstood, always do what u know u should, accept ur destiny and calling, I've come to appreciate more since falling, showed me strength I never knew I had, learning to have a ton of fun and just laugh, that jealous ass i bet is sitting sad, pouting all regretfully mad, and in fact I'm actually much more than a tad glad, cuz u treated me bad, if I ever see u again I wanna knee u in the nads, that's how much I love me, happy valentine's day hunny!

Peace and 1,
JC
2/14/15

Better Valentines Dayz

Friday the 13th is a day about luck, for some superstitious folk it's all bad karma coming back to phuck, funny how this year it's right before the day of love, which can be equally just as tough, hope ur florists Hallmark and Hershey, understand how much commercial consumerism hurts "we", makes me feel ugly lonely and unworthy, like Jason is cupid trying to murder me, he does have a bow and arrow tho, sex is so shallow u know, instant gratification is false pleasure, true love is deep limitless and can't be measured, it can save lives, resonate even after one dies, it's phenomenal magic really, men look at romance as silly cheesy and frilly, otherwise they're probably gay, my Mariah Carey obsession apparently gave me away, yesterday marked my eighth year out and proud, there's still lots of places in the Midwest and South I'm not allowed, which makes my blood boil enraged, so I go smoke a bowl in the car and listen to 2Pac's "Better Dayz"!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious
2/13/15

Tuesday, February 10, 2015

Prodigal Sun's Light

All the times I've fallen or stumbled, have kept me grounded level headed and humble, but people often get me aggravated and frustratingly hot headed, it's crazy how much fear is inherently imbedded, into both our hearts and our souls, regrets and failed dreams seem to eventually take a toll, i just can't bite my tongue and cheek anymore, ur all a bunch of selfish greedy ignorant whores, and I simply wonder what for, in death money doesn't matter so in life don't keep score, if u have more...give more, most of us r a paycheck or two away from being homeless and poor, thank god for my fans friends and family, i really don't know how they put up with and handle me, I'm impossible cuz i have high expectations for myself, quality hip hop music is my contribution and I know it positively helps, im the next generation's chosen one, some say the prodical gay son, I've touched the lives of people worldwide, i have a boat load of compassion empathy and human pride, I absolutely refuse to pick a clique or sides, I'm a chameleon in that I blurr boundaries and lines, like Houdini love breaking out of confines, my light is eternal and will glow as long as the sun still shines!

Peace and 1,
JC
2/9/15

Sunday, February 8, 2015

Can i Get A Gaymen

It's actually difficult to accept praise and compliments, i think people pretend to portray no weaknesses and flawless self confidence, could u stand on stage rap and sing ur original hip hop songs, when all seems hopelessly lost and impossible will u stand strong, look hate straight in the face and say no being gay isn't a choice nor wrong, neither is smoking medicinal marijuana using cigars papers bowls or bongs, what ever floats ur boat, different strokes for different folks, I ain't no fake facade or disengenuous hoax, I may bite those disrespectful boundary breaking nosy blokes, reporters are supposed to be non biased and non judgmental, tell the facts jack but don't lack tact and always be critically gentle, afterall u never truly know the road one has to walk, haven't seen much action yet I hear lots of gossiping sassing talk, don't wallflowers stand quietly patient and just gawk, ur cries are worse than the roosters squawks, the bald eagle is endangered due to an over abundance of vultures and hawks, why don't we idealize more important things than war showbiz and/or sports, I've given up on politicians police and the courts, the reason why our priorities can't change, is cuz we aren't working for the greater good or making the world a better place!

Peace and 1,
JC
2/8/15

Tuesday, February 3, 2015

#byefelicia & JC's Evolution

It is what it is, so I'm gonna handle my business, i may forgive but I don't forget, I do occasionally lose my cool and level head, i am afterall only human, i take responsibility for my wrong doing, I will always be a man and apologize, I won't tho perpetuate ur delusional lies, there's equal or greater reactions to every action, we both played a part in what happened, the one thing I can't understand, is how u can just cut someone out of ur life u called friend (pronounced frand), love isn't a light switch u turn off and on, it baffles me u can pretend I simply vanished forever gone, u must be one of those politicians, i actually paid attention and listened, i didn't appreciate the way u strung me along for so long, the best thing to come from u and ur bullshit was an incredibly self empowering song, turns out I don't need ya, so #byefelicia!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious
(2/2/15)


Does knowing u can always count on me keep u smiling and shining, i wish u were here to help heal my crying and dying, my heart and soul have lost their purpose, rendering me robotic so hollow and worthless, love and compassion are the building blocks of life, we are defined by how we conquer our pain and stife, i know yall must be sick of hearing me bitch and gripe, is it a gift or a curse to have empathy and foresight, all I can think of is that jingle do u believe in magic, when it comes to greed corruption and injustice I've simply haddit, can't understand why we haven't evolved to our full potential tho, JC resurrected to take this world from Higher Consciousness to Existential: A Revelationary Road!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious
(2/2/15)