To go out by committing suicide, is a cowardly way to die, if it's actually true, do u believe in conspiracy theories too, sometimes I wonder, who makes lightening and thunder, is it mother nature, or something more divine and even greater, can we take fate into our own hands, flip the hour glass over to restart the sands, wouldn't father time be pissed, when I die will I be missed, I have a new found reason to wake up, it's too soon to say love but there's definitely intrigue and lust, at least there's a spark, for so long now I've neglected my heart, afraid of it being broken again, let's start out as friends, and see what happens naturally, relationships don't occur magically, they take hard work trust and compromise, doomed when based on a foundation of lies, but I'm giving this one the benefit of the doubt, my hole says no players or dicks allowed, unless of course I give permission, I always wonder when the beat plays are they listening, or more consumed with the musicality of my tunes, do my lyrics make u think feel or swoon, perhaps they inspire existentialism wisdom or consciousness, I find gangster rappers monotonous and obnoxious, hip hop's supposed to come from the soul, why hasn't it grown, all these years later, yet commercialism is still fueled by greed envy and anger, the story's simply the same, a ghetto trailer park hoodlum rises to fortune and fame, defying the odds, fucking book with street smarts, they use life experiences filled with conflict and struggle, writing and using poetry as therapy to wade thru this kerfuffle, whether man versus man or mind, sure there's hindsight but no rewind, like Em said, "u only get one shot", don't portray urself to be something ur not, Jessie J beautifully sings "don't lose who u are", sometimes it takes more courage and bravery not to spar, but to walk away, I know it's optimistically naive to wish world peace, if u keep the faith have hope and believe, u may never achieve however u should strive to reach for perfection, remember each and every single day is an opportunity and a blessing!
Peace and 1,
JC
4/19/17
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