Tuesday, October 23, 2018

I Wanna Drive The Ride & Decide Whether I Live Or Die

Life is a ride, filled with lows and highs, ride the waves, try and be brave, cuz when fear rules, we tolerate abuse, we all like to bitch and complain, many are superficial and vain, beauty isn't just skin deep, wish I was on a win streak, instead I've had a string of not bad but terrible luck, I may occasionally bottom but I'm not used to being fucked, especially by the universe on the regular, must I remind y'all government is secular, there's separation of church and state for a reason, it's hard to fathom or believe Trump hasn't committed treason, I'm sick of billion dollar companies not paying a fair share of taxes, there seems to be only the rich and the poor brackets, while the top has more wealth than the bottom combined, u can't get ahead these days by ur basic 9 to 5 grind, many have a passion hobby or job on the side, along with Pac and Biggie hip hop died, there's a lack of music with inspirational substance, too much of statistics is short sighted lacking circumference, I play the long game, fuck guilt and shame, I'm done being Catholic, traffic drives me spastic, as we get older we become less elastic, wonder if they'll invent something to eradicate plastic, so we'll have less toxic waste, existence isn't a race, focus more on ur imprint, most adults are potty trained infants, children dressed up as grown, why are so many trans and gays still disowned, family inherently implies unconditionally loved, am I only the one capable of blind trust, people naturally suck, evil is running a muck, chaos and divisiveness is rampant, while the Kardasians are glamping, what's the point of hope, faith is an invisible tightrope, can u take the first step off the edge, or make that leap when u can't see a safety net, some say courage others claim insanity, how do u express anger without profanity, it's like being sad without tears, cultivating my art took years and years, and ya'll don't see my struggle, nor the shit I had to muddle, it ain't easy, and I'm not greedy or sleazy, I've paid my dues, stop reporting fake news, spreading gossip and rumor, always been a late bloomer, but at least I eventually get there, we need to be more socialistic and share, especially when it comes to resources, enough posturing and mongering using armed forces, or even worse nuclear weapons, these sheep need shepherding, that's a near rhyme, put on some R Kelly "Bump 'N Grind", let ur body go and move, while ur mind soothes to the groove, gotta find a way to relax, I barely have the desire to shave let alone wax, get over it I'm hairy, and a faggot/fairy, that's just who I am, I wonder if God laughs when we plan, do we have any sort of control, I didn't give permission for our leader to sell our soul, I wanna drive, so at least I can take the responsibility for whether I live or die!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious
10/23/18

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