Suffice to say I don't suffer in silence, how do u turn a blind eye to injustice and violence, I hate not having any control, the most difficult thing to do is trust enough to let go, I'm done with advice, both giving and taking just gonna live my life, focus on myself, since u wanna be left alone and don't need my help, I suck at support, apparently a lousy cohort, a selfish attention seeker, a lying whore and a manipulative cheater, well I got news for u, I have problems too, it's not a competition of who's got it worse, ur nasty texts and words hurt, underestimating how much I care, intimidate using threats and fear, u reap what uve sown, now u can live ur last days alone, I'm done, u won, stop wishing u were dead, I've got a bright future ahead, keeping the negative closeted, pretending to be positive, makes u a fraud, I shouldn't be surprised look at the illusions we're taught, everyone portrays something they're not, unappreciative of what they've got, no matter how hard I work, I wind up the egocentric asshole/jerk, well I'm over the hateful shit, this isn't a healthy relationship, it's been a never ending one way street, I'm not good at accepting defeat, but I believe this is for the best, exhausted being treated and feeling less, all u do is criticize and complain, show me contempt and disdain, unless there are other people around, then u profoundly turn into a clown, tired of u putting me down, ur no longer allowed to keep me bound, I should be valued and treasured, I existed for ur pleasure, but u read me wrong, despised when I sang in a song, so here's ur Christmas wish, ur single now bitch, hope ur happy, misery loves company so here's to feeling crappy, fuck this holiday season, what's the point reason or meaning, life seems to be a sad tragedy, big whoop again ur mad at me, same old tune, no more Mr. Ignorant Naive Buffoon, I know my worth, putting myself first, it's time to grow up, go out and find real love!
Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious
12/15/17
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