Gotta Task To Ask

Moving downtown, is a change rather profound, a whole new chapter, bubbled from the rapture, engulfing humanity, the profanity of it all is insanity, please don't leave me, I guess when it comes to u I'm greedy, but not in a jealous way, for him I pray, he could see himself and the world thru my eyes, maybe he can't realize, how can anyone, when it's all said and done, we only know what we see and feel, what's rare is genuine authenticity and finding a guy who keeps shit real, I need a gay Christian Grey, unfortunately I'm afraid, that's an unrealistic ask, yet I remain hopefully open there's an alpha Dom daddy somewhere who's up for mastering that task!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
2/17/25

How To Get With This

Can't believe how much progress I've made, this next chapter of my life will be great, I just know it, tho I can't control shit, and there will be some bumps along the way, tomorrow is a brand new day, living downtown should be fun, once this move is done, I can begin again, thank God for extended family and friends, along with weed, music too and of course poetry, what would existence be without art, like trying to love but have no heart, even being single, I'm out and about ready to mingle, ull find me most likely at the eagle, definitely not dressed all regal, showing up as my authentic self, making these other Leatherman melt, radiating pure joy, but ain't no boy toy, I'm rather scruffy and built thick, u gotta be something special to get with this dick!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/14/25

Bubba/Boo Or A Few

Always dream big and lately they include u, but with each passing day I feel more like a fool, what must I do, to make u see me as cool, someone u could be attracted to, maybe even call me bubba/boo, cuz it takes 2 dude, it's so true, there's no one else who, is capable of a coup, please don't poo poo, or threaten to sue, even relationships have hue, if only he knew, my new home is equivalent to goo, perhaps we don't have 1 love but a few!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
2/5/25

No Close Hope

Can u see me, or am I ghostly, I'm hurting, why's he gotta be a cat person, this loneliness is deadly, thought we were bestys, but he's barely friendly, rejection is gonna be the end of me, out of sight and mind, I truly believe I'm a catch/find, but never the lover, I'm a big hugger, perhaps I'm too desperate, there's only been one Everett, no one else has come close, someone I'm interested in likes me back is the hope, keep dreaming I guess, fairytales are just jest, there's no gay prince charming, how we treat each other is alarming, taken so much for granted, I don't think I will ever understand it!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/5/25

Light Bright

Gonna start selling my art directly, to help protect me, from having too many hands in my pockets, looks like we can't stop it, ai nor exploitation, I swear y'all enjoy hating, especially on creatives, I'm sure ur elated, making something from nothing, all peaceful and loving, u wish u could shine bright, like my light, despite all the heartache and pain, I never became bitter or vain, my brilliance, is the consistency of my resilience, poetry and music are my heart and soul, but not being properly supported and valued is taking a serious toll, provide hope and faith, by sending some opportunity or fan mail my way!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/4/25

Can't Get Enough Of Love

Can u be too tired, to get inspired, just when I thought I was down and out, boy did I come back and bout, book of poetry and a new EP, this chapter is all about Joe Conscious/MCJC, 2 birds of a feather, like sides of a coin stuck together, can't have one without the other, so many angels including dad G and my mother, earth seems kinda lonely, I may be a sub but nobody will ever own me, I hope and pray to never give up on love, cuz in this materialistic world it's the only thing we can't get enough of!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/2/25