No Close Hope

Can u see me, or am I ghostly, I'm hurting, why's he gotta be a cat person, this loneliness is deadly, thought we were bestys, but he's barely friendly, rejection is gonna be the end of me, out of sight and mind, I truly believe I'm a catch/find, but never the lover, I'm a big hugger, perhaps I'm too desperate, there's only been one Everett, no one else has come close, someone I'm interested in likes me back is the hope, keep dreaming I guess, fairytales are just jest, there's no gay prince charming, how we treat each other is alarming, taken so much for granted, I don't think I will ever understand it!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/5/25