Lonely For Homey

This one really hurt, can't say they're jerks, just let me down again, man I need reciprocal friends, perhaps it's not love that's the problem it's sex, gay men are always looking for better or next, but I'm used to roots, didn't have familial rejection or abuse, so I can't relate, I don't feel oppression or hate, but I'm wicked lonely, miss that feeling of homey, will I ever get that back, I guess I'm a bad fag, can't be promiscuous, everyone's anonymous/ambiguous, and I'm absolutely hating, only online dating, I'm giving up, don't think I'll ever have luck with love!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/20/25