Dead Head

I was his friend he wasn't mine, wish I could press rewind, and let him pass me by, instead of saying hi, developed a major crush, but got flushed, cuz he couldn't show up, liars don't know love, trust is key, I no longer believe, gay romance doesn't exist, lost the will to live, now that my family's all dead, I'm fucked in the heart and head, probably be alone forever, nobody wants to spend sexual time together, and it's my fault, kept my kinks locked in a vault, now that my walls came tumbling down, I wanna be bound, and given pleasure, wish someone would see me like treasure!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/20/25