Listen To Lady Liberty

Learning what not to talk about is harder, cuz I like to share my setbacks and how I've come even farther, then I could have ever dreamed, it's not all as bad as it seems, u are effected by what u let in, u should give freely independent of what ur getting, it shouldn't be about returns, looks like we're all gonna get burned, now it's too late, up to destiny/fate, one man won't destroy this once great nation, or at least I'm praying, my experience tells me otherwise, I sure hope WWIII won't be humanity's demise, the future appears bleak, but we mustn't willingly accept defeat, now more than ever we need revolutionary artists, not narcissistic demagogues terrorist extremists and martyrs, keep resisting and speaking ur truth, don't fall victim to verbal and mental abuse, fuck Trump and the Stockholm Syndrome, intolerance and discrimination will not be condoned, we are a country of immigrants and welcome all, he forgets the laws of gravity that states what rises must fall, just wish he didn't bring us all down, one tiny light can be profound, so please use my love, believe in a higher power above, everything has purpose and a reason, change comes like the seasons, it's simply a fact of life, there will be more atrocity plight and strife, but it's how u react that defines us, show him we have the honor bravery and guts, u should know by now what's fair just and right, even peaceful people face evil and fight, don't sit idly by while u use social media to gripe, think about the decisions and what they mean for ur kids and wife, separate fact from fiction, church from state as well as science from religion, enough with political correctness, my best guess is, it's getting closer to the end of days, just like the book of revelations states, Jesus doesn't hate women Muslims or gays, we don't need a wall even if Mexico pays, our borders are open according to lady liberty, "give us ur tired ur poor ur huddled masses yearning to breathe free"!    

Peace and 1,
JC
1/31/17

Peace & Harmony Please

Tho originally from the east, I like it the least, the west is the best, like with Mariah I'm obsessed, there I swear I better mesh, much more progressive thinking, with Trump at the helm we're sinking, I want to secede too, I'm tired of middle America ignorant fools, if Cali does this, yet another opportunity I missed, always seem to leave at bad timing, and it's hard to see the silver lining, but that's my selfish ego talking, tired of pussies silently gawking, if u like someone let them know, I'm just like ya'll an average Joe, different doesn't mean better or worse, excessive bad things happening doesn't make u cursed, everybody has unique circumstances and stories, I do believe we all will rise to glory, as long as u have passion and practice, I'm more talented at this, cuz I work hard and rehearse incessantly, hoping one day the right person will mention me, or my song will be played on the radio, then I'll have made it yo, I'll take Ellen Oprah or the Today Show, on the totem pole I'm way low, but that means there's only up, not preaching gangster thug stuff more truth consciousness and love, inspiring minds of all age, hope I have the support of both straights and gays, since ur all my people, we need to unite and fight the forces of evil, only one world and one life, I don't give a fuck if ur black brown tan yellow green or white, don't be silly, we all have the responsibility, to apply the golden rule, striving for the greater good is cool, imagine a utopian society, where no one's a minority, money won't make u regal, and all God's creations are treated equal, there's harmony and peace, can we change and evolve please?!

Peace and 1,
JC
1/30/17

Mightier With Words Than Fists

Trying to make positive changes, force myself amongst strangers, since I haven't met the one, gotta have more fun, I'm so unhappy always being under stimulated and bored, can't seem to cut the umbilical chord, but I'm really blessed and lucky, some think 35 still at home is sucky, yet I got a great roof, and amazing italian food, it's helping me, get back on my feet, afterall life is hard, tho I feel like I'm from mars, we have more in common, 98% of us are stuck at the bottom, broke and poor, awaiting the opportunity to soar, don't understand the lazy, ignorance drives me crazy, cuz there's so much of it, fuck this shit, Trump is a chump, that we can't seem to dump, and have to live with, no sense in getting pissed, perhaps this is a gift, let's unite to fight protest march and resist, just cuz we're gay we don't have to act like a victim/panzy/bitch, but I like to show my might with words instead of fists!

Peace and 1,
JC
1/29/17

Fuck I'm Stuck & It Just Sucks

No longer believe good trumps evil, nor do I have faith in people, been suckered and screwed more than just a few times, can't respond I'm fine, cuz I'm really not, I'm not a slave or robot, despite what u or the government thinks, I wanna eternally freeze my next blink, not dead but forever asleep, I don't wanna think a peep, nothing but silence, our president's enciting violence, just end it all already, I can't stay focused or steady, from extremely high anxiety, I don't want to even get high with me, cuz it accentuates the pain, why can't I be stereotypically homo/superficial/vain, I hate my existence and this life, nothing but atrocity plight and strife, enough is enough, no money success or love, I have no value or worth, I regret my birth, and every step along the way, it is a choice to be gay, since everybody's faking shit, what's the definition of making it, I simply give up, I'm cursed with nothing but bad luck, my dick is broke so I can't fuck, I'm stuck in hell on earth and it just sucks!

Peace and 1,
JC
1/27/17

Can't Kill Consciousness Nor Virtue

I really want to inspire and put out more good vibes, spread consciousness not lies, but it ain't easy, seems the world's gone sleazy, but u don't have to let it effect ur personal being, those once blinded I hope start seeing, Trump's decisions impact us all, like dominoes we will fall, he is our global representative and voice, apparently the majority doesn't get their choice, we need to look into congress the fed and electoral college, they should have applicable experience and professional knowledge, not just being rich, his cabinet is filled with dicks exentuating he's an illusionist/hypocrite, I mean enough already with these petty executive orders, and greedy corporate money hungry horders, share the wealth, promote nationwide health, it's getting far too out of hand, he's not listening to the public's demands, he recklessly and carelessly speaks, muting and censoring how the rest of us speak, yet continuously violating our first ammendment rights, I hope my fellow lgbtqs are prepared to fight, esp with his VP, who absolutely baffles me, Christians not acting christ like, I'm sick of whites, and their superiority complex, kids today don't converse except thru text, so they're socially awkward, sometimes silence is better than more words, I'm slowly learning that, and not everyone has ur back, many fake happy, quick to Ceasar and stab thee, but u can't kill virtue, I'm not preaching the truth to hurt u, simply to enlighten, the future is frightening, but stay strong and have faith, seems right now all we can do is sit back be patient and wait!

Peace and 1,
JC
1/26/17

Unbelievable Evil People

I may be selfish but do what's best for the greater good, I'm often very misunderstood, u don't have to be black to live in the hood or ghetto, pot lately has made me more anxious than mellow, very overwhelmed by all the evil, can't seem to understand people, even some I've known for years, perhaps we don't have the same fears, but what happened to empathy and compassion, ya'll are taking all the wrong initiatives and actions, especially when it comes to governing, Trump is really something, behaving like a vindictive child, throwing temper tantrums and tweeting wild, he's so unpredictable and volatile, versus Obama who was much more even keeled and mild, I'm trying to find common ground, but the detrimental effects are quite profound, claiming he knows more intel then the CIA director, the president is our commander in chief and supposed to be our protector, but he's the laughing stock/a huge embarassment, we won't tolerate his bigoted harassment, why is he wicked vindictive, his choices are rather indicative, that he believes he's above us mere mortals, can he even pretend to be gracious respectful and/or cordial, I think not, in case u forgot, the Bush years were sheer hell, I'm not buying republican brand bullshit they repeatedly try to sell, we finally rose up after falling so far, now things are derailing fast and hard, coming apart at the seems, anyone else having awful dreams, losing hope and faith by the day, a repeal and replace is being delayed til it's way too late, dear god is this really our fate, shit like this is why I find it useless to pray!

Peace and 1,
JC
1/25/17

Revolutionary Revelations Of Judgment Day

I always preached that evolution, could occur without a revolution, but Trump's proving me wrong, singing that repeal and replace song, but there is nothing but lies and illusion, I've got so much anxiety and confusion, why are we going backwards in time, there's no real reason or rhyme, other than we simply never learn, been begging for a true progressive's turn, all the other wealthy societies are socialistic, fuck pharmaceuticals let's go holistic, make all forms of energy green, I'm still waiting for the same MLK dream, for blacks women and gays, we need to pave new ways, instead of the same old pc status quo, I mean our first lady is a hoe, of course the Republicans are the biggest hypocrites, masogynistic racist biggots and idiots, who apparently don't care about fiscal responsibility, dismantling the ACA/Obamacare is just plain silly, adding trillions to the deficit, we'd be better off with Maleficent, what happened to good triumphing over evil, all I keep repeating is what the hell is wrong with u people, where's rationality and common sense, no wonder I'm so tense, these are dark days like foretold in revelations, with these health issues I can't resort to my exercising and meditation, so I stay in shape focusing on my diet and medication, my advice is to proceed with caution and hesitation, cuz judgment day will soon come, and it won't matter if u own a gun!

Peace and 1,
JC
1/24/17

The Best Revenge

Sleep is vital, I miss American idol, but there's always AGT or the voice, hip hop doesn't seem to be a valid choice, since life's only about making money to pay bills, fuck existentially being happy/fulfilled, most people don't give a damn, unless ur in their inner circle/fam, and even then, gays are more reliant on their friends, especially as we get older, the world's gotten so much colder, despite global warming, why don't republicans heed scientists warnings, like it's all just made up, do u also fake love, cuz ya'll lie up the ying yang, if ur finished playing, how bout u get down to business congress and govern, we mustn't have learned, we keep electing garbage, like we don't appreciate past presidents and veterans nor pay homage, guess we forgot our history, repetition takes away the mystery, I don't wanna be all doom and gloom, maybe instead of pot I need shrooms, to help with this depression, how can failure be a blessing, I simply feel like shit, god I can't handle this, which goes against that infamous saying, fuck hoping and wishing and praying, it never makes any difference, Trump's cabinet picks provide inference, when push comes to shove, Muslims lgbtq and women are out of luck, but still I refuse to give in, the best revenge is continue to keep on keeping on and better living!

Peace and 1,
JC
1/24/17

I Am Always Changing

It's time to really make even more positive changes, I gotta let go of all that built up resentment that angers, cuz I don't like who I've become, forgot the blessed place I am from, see when ur not feeling well, life can turn to hell, I've lost my spiritual connection, probably around the beginning of this election, got caught up in things beyond my control, and now I feel like there's a huge hole in both my heart and soul, god I'm so selfish, thought I couldn't help it, I really wanna find reciprocal love, someone who cares deeply enough, maybe if I break down some walls, take the initiative and make more calls, perhaps he was right there all along, I miss being inspired and writing songs, I need some new instrumental beats, get over this negativity and defeat, I still have my whole life ahead of me, depression can be deadly, there's always a choice and chance, I want more than sex I want romance, not just lust at first glance, maybe I'll even go out and dance, tho that's not my style, I can't keep portraying wild child, I'll be 35 this year, aging isn't something I fear, I'm like a fine wine, no scars to my beautiful I'm a star that shines, gotta keep pressing on and thru, since we're defined not by what we say but do, watch me fall harder yet get up again, time to make some new friends, live sober and learn to better cope, surround myself with people who give me hope!

Peace and 1,
JC
1/22/17

Pleading The Fifth

Being employed makes me more productive and useful, but this groin problem has me feeling less than youthful, I just wanna be normal again, not looking for love but friends, the gay community is too promiscuous, their boundary lines are super ambiguous, open relationships and polyamory galore, is there such thing as monogamy anymore, everybody is sleeping with each other, I look at my straight buddies as brothers, I'm such a fluke, an uptight prude, haven't had sex in years, don't cum as much as I cry tears, overwhelmed by fears, while Trump fans cheer, white supremacy is running rampant, where's my happily ever after and enchantment, no partner or financial success, I'm a great rapper/songwriter but my singing isn't the best, that's why I practice and do karaoke, I don't want to marry show boaty, I'd probably elope or have a small intimate ceremony, not really good at being disengenuous or phony, my facial expressions can't hide my truth, no more legal profession abuse, I'm still pursuing music, but I need to make money and use it, since I don't have a wealthy manager or sponsors, I despise hip hop monsters, promoting money drugs bitches and hoes, hope someday I'll have fewer enemies resentment and woes, lord knows I think he's sadistic, I wish life was more simplistic, perhaps I was just born in the wrong era, tho I'm not religious my spirituality gives me faith things will eventually get better, like Pac said we've got to keep our heads up, learn to not give a fuck about shmucks, cuz afterall karma is a bitch, instead of incriminating ourselves simply plead the fifth!

Peace and 1,
JC
1/20/17

Nothing We Can Do We're Screwed

I'm starting to see more of my negativity, I'm not ungrateful for what’s been given to me, I just want different things, I'm someone who writes raps and sings, but it's more than just a hobby, saying I'm spoiled and lazy really bothers me, cuz I work extremely hard, always trying to play my best hand of cards, we all get dealt winners and losers, I feel bad tho for the good troopers, the unglorified teachers, the broke revolutionary leaders, who give way more than receive, the idea of God can be impossible to believe, with all the atrocities and evil, what happened to planet earth and its people, I mean where's the virtuosity and righteousness, life's an extreme battle between plight and bliss, all I really want is to be happy, not to be sappy, but love is way more important than money, I don't find politics funny, there are real humans behind policies, perhaps congress should share their benefits and be paid more modestly, they should be held to the same standards as us, I'm sick of corporate greedy bullies and thugs lacking the guts, to do what is right for the collective, represent those who got u elected, but as for Trump, I'm sorry but according to we the people Hillary won, fuck the electoral college, not only does he lack credibility compassion empathy experience but also common sense and knowledge, just try to comprehend a speech, I can't wait til he's empeached, Obama was always eloquent classy and dignified, while this guy slung insults demeaned women and Muslims constantly spitting false promises and lies, flip flopping more than flip flops, will this nightmare ever stop, Pence isn't any better tho, he's a homophobe cuz he's probably an undercover mo, in my experience that's how it is, filing bankruptcy 5 times doesn't make u brilliant at business, ur just cheating and exploiting the system, this country is turning to shit hell or a prison, seems there's nothing we can do we're screwed, I still say and wish we were inaugurating the first democratic socialist jew!

Peace and 1,
JC
1/19/17