Wednesday, June 28, 2017

A Blessed Mess Still Standing & Breathing

Ur only as old as u feel, at 35 things start to get really real, it's my half life, don't wanna have to ask twice, let alone repeat shit, failure isn't defeated, like a phoenix rise, there's a fine line between attaining knowledge and being street wise, I wonder what wrenches the universe will throw in, karma's worse than the energizer bunny that keeps on keeping on and going, reminding evil people there are consequences to every action, never give up on ur hopes wishes dreams or passions, aspire to inspire, helping others to reach higher, becoming our best selves, love is way more important than acquiring great wealth, focus on staying healthy, I'm like the wicked witch of the west we're his scented sweat melts me, must be all those pheromones, he's got such a manly aggressive dominant tone, that drives me crazy insanely wild, super addicted to preferring spicy over mild, what's first and foremost important/critical/crucial, is to be just urself extra special and uniquely unusual, fuck flaws and petty differences, search deep down inside stop getting caught up with superficial images, it shouldn't matter if ur black white short tall fat or skinny, if ur butt boobs feet hands vag or penis are mini, it's the size of ur heart actually, souls are growing cold unempathetically nasty unnaturally, from fear repression shame and regret, once we fuck up this God given Earth there won't be any humanity left, because we need and feed each other, hence her nickname is mother, and breaking the bonds that hold the circle of life together, perpetuates pollution and extreme destructive cataclysmic weather, without an o-zone all is lost, ur ridiculously rich famous and successful but at what cost, sick of the FDA and EPA not doing their jobs neglecting protecting, this past election with Russia meddling was genuinely upsetting/unsettling, haven't quite recovered, Trump 2020 has got me stuttered and shuttered, must've randomly contracted Turrets, how quickly the sheeple forgets, as the tyrant leads us off the cliff, we let him split the masses in fact it's causing a huge rift, it's an old school text book trick called divide and conquer, across the whole globe the United States Of America's becoming disgustingly disgraced and dishonored, we're nothing without our stellar reputation, enforcing immigration laws thru deputation, makes us collectively seem discriminatory and prejudiced, I didn't care for the host or show "The Apprentice, he is the antithesis of business savvy, him and his mail ordered bride filed multiple bankruptcies to live lavishly, it's all a false facade/charade/optical illusion, by creating mass hysteria panic and confusion, he's simply distracting with the same ole shit smoke and mirrored politics, isn't it clearer now maybe even blatantly obvious, he has no clue what the hell he's doing, can't listen to or take the hate he's continuously recklessly spewing, they say laughter is the best medicine, but believing in and understanding the deplorable's logic hurts my head again, there ain't no rhyme or reason, how he hasn't yet been impeached for treason, defies rationale common sense and meaning, but I guess I'll digress before I get upset remembering I'm blessed to awake and face the taste/test of another day I jest I'm a mess yet still standing and breathing!

Peace and 1,
JC
6/28/17

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