Can't ever catch a break, being doomed seems fate, basically I worked extra for free, sick of my mantra "whoa is me", it doesn't pay being nice, u get taken advantage of in this life, stepped on and walked over, yet still feel the weight of the world on my shoulders, just trying to get by, without the luxury of getting high, staying sober clear headed, has become mind numbing and dreaded, all I want to do is forget, the seconds minutes hours days weeks and years I have left, not that I'm promised, what's the point of being honest, if u lie cheat and steal u succeed, truth justice and inequality I no longer believe, it was simply a hoax, I'm blessed to have my folks, but cursed with luck, just stuck in the mud, covered in shit, sometimes I don't wanna live, it's too painful to face, the constant failure and disgrace, I bring about, so tired having to bout, to get what I deserve, and rightfully earned, instead I get slighted, if ur gonna borrow my rhymes I better be cited, at least given credit, there's so much I've regretted, like giving too much, I don't have enough, compromised and sacrificed for nothing, too trusting and loving, I'm basically an ignorant fool, a used and abused tool, for others to get ahead, but I've made my own bed, so I guess it's time to lie down, the lessons I learned are quite profound, no good deed goes unpunished, perhaps my works are destined to be unreleased and unpublished, I can't afford it, would be nice to be appreciated and awarded, but it seems to be only a pipe dream, I'll indulge in some more ice cream, at least I can temporarily be happy and fulfilled, which is a better alternative to crappy and ill willed, I wanna start spreading hate, cuz all I ever do is wait, for my turn to be ignored, I'm wish I could be one of Tupac's Outlawz, cuz hip hop today sucks, and the fans don't give 2 fucks, for talented lyricism with substance, they prefer videos like 2 girls 1 cup or of a celebrity/star receiving a blumpkin, society is plain gross, the sheeple are vain and morose, yet bondage and sucking on sweaty stinky toes comes close, most friends have turned foes, out of jealousy and spite, all the pollution's suffocated my bright light, so my smile is gone, humans are the devil's spawn, like a Cancer, when did become necessary for singers and rappers to be dancers, ya'll always want more, maybe the rich are whores, selling their heart and souls for wealth, I'm exhausted playing the hand of cards dealt, I give up, evil runs amok, and no one cares, we're ruled by fear, can't conquer the ego, we need a new credo, cuz the golden rule doesn't apply, empathy's awry we're uncivilized, totally indecent, we've lost value worth and meaning for no reason, what if Trump did commit treason, can't turn back time or change the season, how do we stop the hemorrhaging/bleeding, I've been kneeling reeling begging and pleading, but God won't take any meetings, seems impossible to shatter that glass ceiling!
Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious
11/20/17
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