Today I woke up with a different point of view, trying to be conscious of the negativity I think of and spew, it's become a very bad habbit, dag nabbit, how I get caught up in anxiety, cuz of what this world seems to require of me, yet not to everybody else, don't believe everything you read including yelps, unfortunately there are some evil people, same goes for the feeble regal, the whole idea of kings and queens just seems outdated, the argument of socialism equaling communism's been over debated, it simply isn't, whoever said life ain't easy wasn't kidding, time reflects tense, fuck Trump I'm more concerned about Pence, but let's not get political, altho during an election year it's almost instinctual, it's important to unplug, screw you Coronavirus I wanna be able to touch and hug, esp my dad, too bad he passed, hence my newfound obsession, with 11:11, it comes twice a day, I see it not even planning it that way, which is kinda freaky deaky, I consider the greedy needy, when's enough money, I find the idea of billionaires funny, is there such a thing as too much, why on the dollar bill does it say "In God We Trust", what happened to separation of church and state, there's not much commonality between lesbians trans and gays, yet we get lumped together, wish we could all get along better, everyone's so divisive, instead of using empathy ya'll self righteous, #BlackLivesMatter and #MeToo, but what about us gay white dudes, we're all original sinners and victims, wanting to beat and cheat the rigged system, aren't u so special, success is never guaranteed nor inevitable, no matter ur last name, life ain't a silly game, some say I take it way too serious, it's driving me delirious, I'm turning bat shit crazy, weird how I'm a stoner pothead but def not lazy, wicked motivated passionate and driven, an optimistic idealist, genuinely the realest, that faggot cracker rapper, sporting a fedora all suave devenere and dapper, but I'm also approachable friendly and engaging, my intent is never harming or endangering, I completely and deeply understand, the responsibility and power my words can have on my fellow man, more importantly younger generations up and coming, it'll be interesting to see what businesses in this crisis will remain profitably running, I can't believe this poem took me 3 days to write, guess I'm learning how to balance surrendering vs knowing when to fight!
Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious
3/12/20
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