Buck Up & Embrace Grace

Buck up for what, I've simply had enough, all this superficial uninterestingness is killing me, like literally, I'm way too deep for shallow, my light fights shadow, but in these overwhelmingly darker times, when I'm torn between hearts or minds, to try to connect with, this level of empathy and care doesn't feel like the best gift, in fact it's more of a curse, gay love hurts, and I wonder if it's even real, being a chameleon is ur shield, instead of wielding my sword, inheriting this life was something I never could afford, it is kind of upsetting, probably coming across as tho I'm rejecting/neglecting my blessings, need to surrender accept and embrace, stop giving away what I should hold onto...grace!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/23/24