I'm stuck in a deep dark hole and I can't get out, I have no more stregnth to bout, all day I've been crying histerically non stop, been fucked over by both a politician and a lying lawyer/cop, there seems to be no decent human beings, telling everybody to fuck off is freeing, i really hate men, i won't let my heart love again, it's just not strong enough, my skin is thin not rough and tough, I'm in some serious financial trouble, and the world just wants to burst my bubble, dreams don't come true, it's all an illusion and everyone's lying to u, they only care what u can do for them, fuck feng shui getting centered and zen, I'm about to flip my lid, nobody takes responsibility for the shit they did, yet I'm always held accountable, the amount of debt I'm in seems insurmountable, and I don't even have it that bad, totally appreciative of all I have/had, but now I wanna stand on my own two feet, may have been made defective without any greed gene, what is so wrong with being more socialistic, sustainably clean green and even holistic, corporations are destroying our old way of life, i hope technology can sufficiently replace ur wife, cuz I sure as hell refuse to be ur slave, on days like today I try to fight away my depressive rage, do we ever really change, 9 times out of 10 when I show my fangs, it's because I'm simply scared angry and trying to hide my pain!
Peace and 1,
JC
6/18/15
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