I'm feeling hopelessly worthless, like my life and music no longer serve a purpose, I used to fight for truth justice and equal rights, but now my only concern is the money and bright lights, I've lost the urge and inspiration to write, don't think I can make it thru one more lonely night, pointless posts pics and memes get hundreds of likes, what am i doin wrong cuz i can't seem to get anything right, every day I wade thru shit and it's a struggle, wish if u were interested in me u wldnt be so subtle, instead of genuine love and support, I'm rejected and excommunicated by escorts gay resorts and forts, all I want is some friends and cohorts, to play games with or to watch sports, why can't I find a home or where I belong, finally have that big grammy award winning song, I'm losing faith that my destiny is still ahead of me, if ur sick and tired of my negativity just unfriend me, this is who I am, I don't fake omit cheat or scam, I'm a very talented lyrical artist and a kind hearted man, yet I'm still single and will never understand, I cld really use a companion to lend a helping hand, a compassionate ear and/or a big bear hug, i think I finally get how "sometimes love just ain't enough"!
Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious
6/28/15
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