The Talent Of Balance Challenge

Perhaps I can't see the light cuz I am it, can't understand shit, only human I guess, hide truth behind jest, life's a test, u don't have to be the best, just show up and live, be willing to give grace and forgive, both others and urself, we all need hugs kisses cuddles and help, why is that so hard for me, way too guarded maybe, I know I'm lusted and wanted, if u got it flaunt it, but I find I'm giving off the wrong idea, I'm really wicked lost in insecurity and fear, no one dates, or even tries to spit game, unless they're online, which is another very illusionary waste of time, much better to meet in person, I think I wind up hurting, cuz our culture's alcohol and quick sex, where I'd rather stay home smoke weed and veg, can't seem to strike balance, being socially openly sexual is quite the challenge and I lack that talent!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/22/25