On my way back to ptown, my initial visit was beautifully profound, it
just has such positive vibes, so why not at least give it a second try,
let's see what happens, I do love nomadically traveling, meeting all
sorts of people, from the poor ghettos to the lavish/regal, to me
everybody is equal, im so non judgmental, def multifaceted not one
dimensional, lyrically incredible, being gay makes me existential and
special, cuz I'm able to be relatable, making conservative republicans
more liberal and changeable, at least on social issues, enough with
this obnoxious ostricism prison misuse and abuse, focused on punishment
instead of rehabilitating, fuck acceptance they're barely empathetically
tolerating, maybe they've been consumed by jealousy and envy from
failed dreams, it seems I never get picked to be apart of the smart
succesful cool teams, always wind up written off, the overlooked
underdog, who was self made proclaimed and taught, but I can't figure
out how to gain recognition and fame, become critically acclaimed, its
hard balancing family friends and fans, on top of tryin finding a man,
plus working at some corporate job I can't stand, I often wonder if I
even stood a chance, god laughs when we expect to control our own life
and plans, forget like the song says he's got the whole world in his
hands, but whats just down right naively stupid and silly, is when
humans place blame on him pawning off all responsibility and
accountability, nothings for free, ain't worth shit if it comes easy,
remember u gotta work hard for the money...hunny!
Peace and 1,
JC
(7/7/14)
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