Am I invisible or can u see me, what if music can't heal me, for some
reason its no longer enough, this overanalyzing and thinking is too
much, obsessing over a crush, longing and aching for that sensual touch,
my fetish is intimacy, is 7 years deep still infancy, I can't stand
being such a late bloomer, my soul is hardening into a black tumor,
while my heart has been so broken and torn, my mind needed time to
unwind and mourn, from even more disappointment and let downs, people
are simply politicians and clowns, I know how I sound, being seeing and
feeling bitter jealous and spiteful is so profound, I can't seem to let
the hurt go, I'm very needy and demanding but not afraid of hard work
tho, all those high expectations for myself, I guess are spilling onto
everyone else, over extending relationships never helps, I always go
above and beyond, so if u screw me over I won't just remain calm, im an
empath so basically I'm a mirror, im learning to keep mine and ur shit
separated clearer, but that is definitely hard, why do I try to
manipulate using the pity card, saying condescending things like I'm
disappointed, but who made me the annointed, I should shut my mouth, and
let them learn how to bout, afterall its not my battle to fight, my
experience and life lessons dont make my advice any better or more
right, but I will always help guide u to the light, and motivate u to
reach inside and find that strength/might, remind u that u have the
power, never fear or cower, u won't find any answers looking up, the
only thing that makes life worth living is love!
Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious
(9/2/14)
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