Why I Try To Still Spill

Making a mistake doesn't mean ur a bad person, just cuz u say sorry won't erase others hurting, actions have consequences still, internalized emotions eventually spill, relationships overextended, the weight on ur shoulders never intended, it's super strange, one day u look up already changed, seems fast but so slow, u can't possibly see or know, til it's hindsight, tough to find light, when we're lost in shadows, who knew existence was so shallow, all about money, too hard to discover some funny, instead of numbing or a distraction, imagine real life closed caption, like they do for theater, been both a ring and paul bearer, a true blue double Gemini, struggling interpreting four sides, none of which are successful, the music may be incredible, yet at the end of the day, nobody wants to lift up a gay, I'm not gonna lie, don't know why I even bother to try, but deep in my gut nothing shakes, my neverending story of glory due to unwavering hope and faith!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/17/23