Gray Vibez On My Mind

Busy with ur gray vibez, and I just can't get u out of my mind, ur trouble, I want in ur bubble, like Sam says "take ur time", know alone tho I'll be fine, I still want u, it's daunting too, how I'm no closer, to being a ghoster, when I'm not dead yet, am I not a good bet, is there something wrong with me, wanting to sing a song or three, while he paints, I've got such angst, another alpha stepford, not willing to make any effort, what the actual fuck, I really need some better luck, but no reason to stay means go, once I sell my childhood home I'll roam, no doubt trying to forget u, I feel I was too intense of an overzealous fool, constantly wondering what would've should've could've been, and definitely never meant to offend, I don't want either of us to lose, simply wish I was the one ud choose!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/28/24