Keep Holding On Strong

Adam was absolutely like my brother, just from another mother, losing him 3 days after my sister, wish heaven only had visitors, earth is getting lonely, I'm my one and only, but I constantly think of all of them, and can't wait to be together again, whether family or not I grieve the same, it can be quite difficult to stay sane, with so much concentrated loss, appear to be handling it like a boss, but deep down inside, anger insecurity and resentment resides, since I am actually human, the point to life can be so confusing, seems like endless relentless suffering, and the level of escapism is troubling, shouldn't try to avoid the pain, it doesn't go away but it will eventually wane, it's important to remember we gotta be strong, and no matter what keep holding on!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/31/24