Wish he wasn't such a stranger, can't help but wonder if I'm in danger, kind of addicted, perhaps simply interested, in someone who doesn't reciprocate my feelings, why won't he share his reasoning, maybe I could adjust, or does that make me a schmuck, fuck people pleasing, he's repeatedly teasing, all in good fun, I don't even believe in the one, caught up in protecting, this overwhelming depression from rejection, I wanna be intentional, but not vengeful, cuz I'm hurt, healing takes work, and I'm always willing, sorry not sorry but I'm looking for something deeply fulfilling!
Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious
10/28/24
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