Been totally lacking inspiration, I wanna be great again, but where is the love, why I am not good enough, so many people are ungrateful, consumed with bitterness resentment and hateful, when I'm over here busting my ass, and all I get in return is sarcasm and passive aggressive condescending sass, I can't even be social anymore, cuz apparently my reputation is lying cheating whore, even tho all that may have happened in the past, ur quick to judge fast, playing mind games, thinking u can help me find fame, and music success, only u can help make me the best, which in fact is wicked insulting, I find jealousy and controlling possessiveness revolting, relationships are built on trust, open and honest communication is also a must, and I don't mean thru text, instead of focusing so much on the futuristic next, how about we live in the now, ur performance is over so take a bow, get off ur moral high horse, I'll die of remorse, from having to apologize for my lies, but a lack of responsibility on ur part is what'll be our demise, it's always up to me, like hotel rooms and rides are free, not to mention without my parent's house we have no where to go, who's fault is that none other than Joe, that's right, I started the fight, cuz I actually defend myself, am getting professional help, unlike u, I guess I'm the fool, to think that u can change, ur double standards are strange, constantly going at it tit for tat, u claim uve got my back, but no follow thru, what did u do, what compromises or sacrifices have u made, let's count the number of times I've paid, I'm not keeping score, u buy a half pint and a few nips yet still drink more, most of the tab is yours, only vanilla sex of course I'm bored, while uve only bottomed once, why do u treat me like some annoying cheating cunt, I'm not ur ex, but perhaps in love we're hexed, cause all we do is argue and bicker, mine's longer and urs is thicker, it's not a competition babe, don't pretend ur perfectly well behaved, we're simply human, wtf are u doing, to make ur situation better, ur jinxing shit saying together forever, let's see what happens in the next few months, I swear sometimes it's like u want me ostracized and shunned, not allowed out without permission, instead of buying pain meds off the street go to the doctor and get a prescription, not sure if u really love me or if it's just an addiction, there's this never ending friction, that lingers between us, suck on these nuts, if u think I'm gonna just roll over, stop adding to the boulder on my shoulders, misery may love company, but I want someone who lifts up supports and comforts me, ur bringing me down, this realization is rather profound, I think I continue to choose wrong, I believe ur a lesson I need to learn and put into a brand new song!
Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious
9/18/17
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